PieCeS oF Me

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2010-12-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

OMG.. i miss blogging!

but. too. malas. to. update.

just that, life's great right now

Off to emm... home? yay! HOME!!

2010-07-17T07:27:00.001+08:00

after 6 years of adventuring far away.. destiny finally made it official that im going to be staying home for the next 2 years~ wuhuuuu.. XD

Selangor -> Melaka -> Sarawak -> Selangor!

Bandar Baru Bangi has always been my hometown since forever! and im a pure proud Bangi-ites (Bangian?)! now, im coming home to serve its people~ hoho.. will be reporting to Hospital Kajang on Monday!! its only a 10 min drive so will be commuting from home too~ yay! finally can unpack for good. =)

though was very reluctant to give away HSA, JB which was the first offer.. =( after two years, kene buang negeri, so JB, see u then!

excitedness aside, im sooo freakin anxious on whats up ahead.. hope everything goes fine!

induction in melaka consist of super duper long hours of boring lectures and brain washing sessions.. hehe

and plus, after few years of 'fever-free', masa tu la the body decided to develop high fever with chills and rigors =.="

but anyhow, happy to have met all the missed ones!

see u guyz in October~!

Off to Melacca~

2010-07-12T07:52:00.000+08:00

its official!!
will start working today~ wuhuuuu... semangat! finally gonna earn some money for the family. yay!
so im off to melacca this afternoon.. starting my induction program for the rest of the week! it might not be my favorite program to attend, but it might have a twist and be super fun coz will be enduring it with all the crazy course mates! should be interesting too.. gonna spend the week in a hotel in a Portuguese village. i think i've been there once before during matriculation. they say its at the beach. but melaka punye beach cantik ke? ngehehe..
will know what hospital to go for housemanship by today too! oh redha je la die hantar mane2.. mesti ade hikmahnye.. i'Allah.. but still, Mr. KKM, be nice ok! XD
okiedokie.. have to finish up packing, enjoying the last lovely morning at home! looks like its gonna rain.. nice!

oh, and congratulations to Spain for winning the world cup.. that marks the end of my holiday! toodels~

Harry Dearest

2010-07-06T00:43:00.001+08:00

its the most exciting, more darker, more mature, its the last of the seven, its in 2 parts, and more importantly, its in 3D!!

Deathly Hallows~! cant wait~

the trailers always looks so full of adrenaline rush and heart-pumping and makes u wanna read the whole collection all over again.. but when u watch the movie, it'd be very disappointing.. :( hopefully it wont this time! im putting on my perseverance mode for this~ =)

Back to reality

2010-06-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

unfortunately, the "still" long holiday might end soon enough.. huhu.. :(
received the long awaited letter from SPA today and now, A LOT of paper work to deal with..
the truth is.. im still not ready for the whole thing! erk..
might want to open up one of the protocols and read up. yeah rite~ wish me luck!

the opposite gender..

men, do i need to spell out evrything infront of them?!

naive sungguh! take the hint will ya~

you know its not easy for me to make that indirect first move.. duh~

The journey to the west~

2010-06-26T05:22:00.001+08:00

I'm back from my trip! was a memorable one indeed~!! ^____^

from KL-->Dublin-->Belfast-->Paris-->London-->KL

not to forget the long2 hours of flight transit in a foreign country alone.. but i've made it out alive! XD
pictures have been uploaded.. ngee~

Sadly, we came home to a robbed house :( even though all the security measures were implemented! and some of my stuffs were also searched and taken.. the old laptop, and some jeweleries.. all contains important past memories with it.. :( and who likes it when people search into their things? let alone done by some yucky eeuuwwy strangers hands!! grrr... we also have evidence that they intended to come in and tie us up if we were at home! there were knives and some unfamiliar wayers left behind and thats not a surprise, it had happened before to some of the neighbors.

isnt it scary to feel safer walking alone in a foreign country rather then sleeping in your own bed now?

seriusly, they need to do something with all those foreign factory workers staying nearby.. urghh

anyhow.. i'm throwing the bad2 thoughts away and keep thinking bout the sweet times during the trip~ hehe.. will for sure plan another one when i have the chance :) for now, its still a long holiday ahead.. feels like visiting the nearby places plak.. like bukit tinggi or frasers hills or cameron highlands.. dekat.. senang.. maybe can make it a one day trip~ dah lame tak pergi!! :)

backpacking

2010-06-05T19:48:00.006+08:00

gona go for my backpacking trip~ hmm.. ye la sangat backpacking! macam nak pindah je barang2 nih.. =.="

bags - checked
clothes - checked
books for inflight reading - checked
laptop to watch movies while waiting for the 15 hours transit - checked
camera - checked
excitedness - checked
me - checked!!!!

hoping for a great and memorable trip with the loved ones!!
i'Allah, everything will go fine.. :)
toodles~!

World Cup Research!

2010-06-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

The FIFA world cup is coming nearer and since theres nothing better to do now during the holz.. i've decided to follow the games this season.. XD

FYI, i have NO knowledge at all bout the current football thingy.. but theres no harm in gaining a little bit of important general knowledge rite~

fun facts bout the soccer world:

world cup comes every four years
world cup involves countries (englang, brazil, spain etc...) as teams.. not clubs (Manchaster United, Liverpool, Chalsea etc...)
This year's tournament will be held in South Africa
The chosen mascot is teddy "bear"!!
The brand name "Adidas" comes from the name of its founder --> Adi Dassler
Arthur Friendereich who played in the 1910-1930s scored the most goals of more then 1000++ goals making well-known players like Ronaldo, Ronaldinho, or Bacham looks like primary school players.. ngehehe.. (according to history channel)

enough football facts for now.. cant remember the rest.. XD
anyhow, i'm ~~betting~~ supporting one of the big teams - Brazil!
berjudi itu berdosa! so i hope evryone enjoys the football season~ and jgn gadoh2 too! =)

Princess is home!

fetched her from port Klang on Tuesday..

she looks so kecik kenenot on the big2 road here..

and ada kes curi krete from rumah Aunty Jah maghrib tadi.. huhu..

simpan kunci baik2~

Kenduri Kendara

2010-06-03T04:03:00.001+08:00

Last Sunday..
a day full of family and relatives, friends, foods, and photos!

1. Kak Fati's Engagement

my dearest closest cousins engagement.. very pretty and very sweet~
so semua dah slamat.. the next thing on the list is the big day.. the Wedding.. jangan lame2 ye.. and if dah ade tarikh nnt cepat2 bgtau! kene amik cuti siap2.. hehe...

anyway, Congrats dear~

d apple pie we've made at home.. XD

menunggu rombongan lelaki..

cant have functions without kids =)

The discussion...

Aww...

finally engaged~

2. Zetty's wedding

rushed to Zetty's wedding after zohor.. again.. congrats dear!! though zull la org yang paling overr.. macam die plak kawen.. =.="

Bell and Zull... sandra tido plak.. grr... nak gigit2 budak tuh

congrats to Muiz and Zetty.. smoga berkekalan sehingga ke anak cucu~ =)

=.="

penat! but it was fun meeting up with friends.. though i missed amy, rawaidah, faizura, AP etc... :(

and yeah.. i'm officially annoyed when people start poking and asking "aa.. yg ni bile lagi?" .... erk..

Trolley

2010-05-27T19:20:00.004+08:00

people go to the hypermarket to shop for groceries all the time..

well i do too! at home or even back then in kuching..

especially when its the time of the month when everything runs low in the kitchen

Its some sort of retail therapy too! XD so best la~

but there's one thing that ALWAYS turns me off even only after few steps at the entrance... grr!!

and its always due to the stupid TROLLEY

Question : Have you ever had any difficulty releasing the trolley from its oh-so-irritating chains, even after putting in the 20 or 50 sens coin?

A. Never B.few occasions C. Most of the time!

Q: Have you ever unlucky-ly chose the trolley which makes the most noise when u push it a round?

A Never B.few occasions C. Most of the time!

Q: Have you ever unlucky-ly chose the trolley which prefers to go right / left when you actually wants it to go straight?

A.Never B.few occasions C. Most of the time!

Q: Have you ever had your trolley stolen by someone else? (especially when its empty inside.. but duh~ i dah susah2 payah cari trolley, u senang2 nak curi plak?)

A. Never B.few occasions C. Most of the time!

if most of your answers for the quiz above are B or C .. then, my dear, you must have been cursed by the trolley witch or sumthing, sometime in your life.. in which, i think i do!!

and i hate it!! these happens anytime, anywhere.. may it be some well known hypermarket like Carrefour / Tesco / Boulevard or some other small random shops.. what a disappointment!

maybe i should buy and use one of these ....

but it might be too small to fit in all the stuff... =.="

oh well... better luck next time~ =D

home and the fear

2010-05-22T05:12:00.002+08:00

I'm home bitches!! but everyone seems to be too bz to layan me in the weekdays.. grr...
but no worries.. weekends.. kite enjoy!

On to the next thing on the list.. will be focusing on conquering the fear for a while.. spending most of my time everyday by (or more appropriately, "IN" ) the pool.. its sooo much fun! Jom kawan2.. siape nak join?

Oh gosh.. the heart still misses each and everyone from kuching.. T.T but life must go on.. and duh~ can always meet anytime kat sini jgk kan~ and noy and dilah.. u guyz just HAVE to come here more often...hehe

yup.. i'm babling at 5 in the morning coz dah terjg since 3.30..nape ntah.. suruh bgn study kot.. =.="
anyhow, really hoping that the holiday will be a productive one.. :) toodles~

A doctor, I am.. Saying goodbyes, we will.. Cry, i must!

2010-05-19T07:37:00.004+08:00

finally got the chance to sit down and breath normally.. these past few days have been sooooo hectic!

updates!

first off - I finally made it!! and its real! i've passed the grueling 2 weeks of final professional exam.. and it really paid off last thursday when they announce the results..

details..
exam week 1 - written papers..
including 5 MEQs, 60MCQs, 50 BAQs, and 20 OSCE..
OSCE was the toughest for me.. made alot of small stupid mistakes and a few not so intelligent guests.. erk..

MCQ and BAQ session

Mel during Psychiatric OSCE interactive session with Prof Fadzillah *nudge*

OSCE rest station - ni nabilah!

After the written paper, we had a short 5 days break to prepare for the clinical exam.. which was torturing!! i was thinking, i really needed to score the clinicals to compensate the stupidity of OSCE! whuch usually, was the other way round.. huhu...

Exam week 2 - clinicals!
lucky number 63.. i was scheduled to have short cases on the 1st day.. we were supposed to have 3 short cases, 10 minutes each.. my examiners were, Prof Chin from UM (surgeon), Dr. Ng from SGH (Paeds), and Prof Thomas from UNIMAS (Medicine). and i screwed up badly for the first station with Prof Chin! which was embarrassing as he is an external examiner.. haih.. the case was fibroadenosis of the breast.. grrr.. but the other two went pretty smoothly.. TOF with a BT shunt scar for paeds, and right PACI stroke for medcine..

nervous..

Jia Huey during her short case session

since we were supposed to have 2 medicine base and 2 surgical base cases, my long case should be from another surgical base discipline.. which can be narrowed down to ObGyn and Ortho.. and lucky number 63 got an Obs case of anaemia in pregnancy.. hehe.. nice! my examiners on that day was Dato. Nik from USIM (ObGyn), Dr. Pubalan from SGH (Medicine), and Prof Pan from UNIMAS (Ortho).. everthing went pretty smoothly during the discussion and PE demonstration, we even had some time to joke around.. haha.. yeah, im bragging la pulak.. but one thing for sure.. i went out of the room with a BIG grin on the face.. (^______^)

Happy faces during quarantine :)

The most happiest day was the next day.. All students were to gather inside the auditorium for result announcement from the dean.. it was NERVE BREAKING i tell u~ one by one, names were called up to signify a pass.. and we were ask to go up stage to take the letter form the deputy dean.. its like graduation! there were cries and laughter.. and not to forget all the picture taking sessions! it was the most memorable day in my life as on that day.. i've finally earn my MD after 5 years of nonstop studying.. isk.. isk..
though all couldn't have been a success without the help and teaching from all the lecturers, also form the prayers of my family and friends.. guyz.. we've finally made it!

the lecturers

before..

syukur..

Dr. Mohad

terharu..

we did it!!

just after my name was called.. feewwwhhh.. relieved!!

my heart and soul.. Dr. Liyana, Dr. Melissa, Dr. Sarah, Dr. Amy!! congrats guyz~

the awsome batch mates organized a dinner party the next day at Hilton Hotel, Kuching... it was SUPERB!! thanks guyz~ will surely miss u guyz :( oh and i cried.. its all gan's fault!! grr..

audrey dearest

Gan and Chee Seong

Neoh!

Top student KSS!!

Pretty Doctors~

so here we are.. 5 years full of memories.. the happy and the sad.. will cherish evrysingle things that happen in this land of hornbills, as its already a part of me.. but now, its time to go home.. though im sure i've said some unfriendly words to this place before, expecially when evrtyhing went the wrong way.. ie: the water problems.. either theres too much water causing a flood, or too little water d/t the stupid pump problem.. hehe.. but I'm still gona miss this place for its flaws and its goods.. who knows, maybe one day, i'll come back as a lecturer?? hehe...

so we've been busy clearing up stuffs, settling fees, completing forms, and some last min having fun together.. yesterday, we waved goodbyes to our cars as they were shipped back to Semenanjung.. and some friends already took an early flight going home.. as for me.. I'll fly back tmrw.. Goodbye Kuching and its people.. :) its the end of my journey here.. thank you for giving me fresh air to breath, less traffic jam to endure, and give me the opportunity to meet great people.. as for friends.. make sure we at least meet once a year for some catch ups ok!.. siape yg nak kawen tu jgn lupe ajak~! good luck my dear beloved friends.. may Allah bless u all always..

oh, terlupa plak..

CONGRATULATIONS YOUNG DOCTORS OF 05-10!!!

to friends who din make it.. good luck dear friends!

i'm sure u guyz can make it.. :)

T.T

2010-04-30T14:12:00.002+08:00

baru pkl 2pm tapi dah nangis 2 kali hari ni :(

Too stressed for the exams! still a lot to cover.. seriously dunno if i can make it. (deep breath)
had to say goodbye to Azizah..

the 2nd year housemate whos leaving for her end of year holz..
the 2nd year little sister who obviously is more mature then me in any way..
the 2nd year friend who spends time with me and listen to all my crap during our daily afternoon tea..
the 2nd year good muslimah who makes me respect her even more

im really 1000X not good with goodbyes.. urgghh.. coz if i really make it and pass my prof exam, there's like soooooo little chance to meet her again :(

All the best for your future dearest Azizah! have fun in Sibu next year~ *hugs*

ubat gigi

2010-04-25T04:34:00.002+08:00

nearly washed my face using colgate =.="

major symptoms of pre-exams syndrome

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Dearest Kak yong!

2010-04-24T01:27:00.006+08:00

congratulations to....

Dr. HAJAR MOHD SALLEH SAHIMI

for passing her final professional exam with honors for medicine and surgery!!!!!!!!!!

wait...
DOUBLE HONORS??!!!

kalau amy, sure cakap "gile gempak la wei!"
i would say, "what?! is that even possible?" @.@
mak would say, "Alhamdulillah.. sujud syukur kak yong"

arwah ayah would've said "I'm very proud of you kak yong, I'll buy you a brand new car!" (contohnye la~)
Abg Fareed would (will?) say "I'm proud of you dear, do you want a brand new car?" (hehe.. bagi die stress)

am soooo happy for u kak yong! though u give me super stress now.. haha

jumpe nnt, kite celebrate ok~

ok, dah ade semangat.. i want to work hard for the "doctor" title too! (not so ambitious bout the honors la.. waaayy out of my reach!)

i'Allah.. in Allah's will =)

kemana ye?

2010-04-21T18:33:00.004+08:00

Housemanship!!

Of all the listed hospitals.. nak pilih yang mana yea?

I've got a few in mind.. but then again, it depends on luck too!

tak la choosy sgt.. at least the place should be civilized, with at least 2 - 3 shopping complex, with good air, with good traffic (but kalau kat KL sesak2 camne pon i tak kesah!!!)

Sarawak? i think 5 years of studying here should be enuf la.. if they decide to send me back here again, send to Miri ok! coz Kuching and Sibu i dah puas~ hehe

Sabah? kat KK pon ok~ boleh explore sabah plak.

to the south? anywhere along seremban, melaka n johor should be ok.. coz highway senang! and town pon not bad.. =) Totally KIV

To the east coast? hmm.. sgt la reluctant! though elective was fun.. but to live there for at least 2 years? hmm.. super boring ok.. no offence, i do love the place and the people so much!

Pahang? ok juak.. tapi high way mencabar skit.. nak drive balik weekend kene pk 2 - 3 kali.. erk..

To the north? Perlis is too far :( Kedah is ok.. love the padi fields.. but again.. to stay there for at least 2 years.. i duno leh... though Penang should be ok! a definitely KIV!!

Perak? hmm.. tak kesah la kot.. highway pon ok je.. xde prasaan sgt.. so - so~

so encik KKM, nak hantar saye ke mana? i tak cerewet ok.. =P but if possible, to a place where i can settle down terus.. hee~

commitment wise, i only prioritize mak..

so, wherever they've decided to send me.. i hope i can still take care of mak from there! =)

anyhow, i really hope they're gona send to one of my selected ones =) pretty please~? @.@

eh, dah berangan macam2! sile pass exam dulu ye sarah =.="

am soo freakin pissed with the admin thay have here..

nak hantar jumaat..

only now la u decide to give the forms?

typical unimas =.="

gemilang la sgt.. urgh

Exam crazeness

2010-04-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

I'm literally going crazy! If i dont try to calm down, i myself might be the psychiatric patient for one of the long cases @.@

3 weeks sure aint enuf.. huhu... how am i supposed to cover everything in 3 weeks?
yes, but must try the very best sarah! lets do this....

subjects to cover:

medicine
surgery
paeds
ObGyn
ortho
psych!!!!! =(
dermato
ophthalmo
ENT
community
radiology
CDL
basic sciences

Exams papers:

Modified Essay Questions (MEQ)
Multiple Chhoice Questions (MCQ) - minus marking for every wrong answer!
Best Answer Questions (BAQ)
Objective Structured Clinical Examination (OSCE)
1 long case - in which, anything under the sun can come out!
3 short cases

Dear Allah, I surely need Your strength to go through these most stressful days of my life. I trust in You. I'll try my best and after that, whatever that You've decided for me, I'll accept in with an open heart.

Wedding bells~

2010-04-18T13:13:00.004+08:00

Congratulations to my dear friends

NUREHAN SHAMIMI and AINUDDIN

for their upcoming wedding~

They're finally tying the knot after being together since.. i duno.. 14 years old?

and i'm the one getting super excited to go to the wedding plak.. XD

though its in Terengganu.. I'll still go k guyz~ =D

see u there!

p.s. : mimi mcm budak2 je lagi.. boleh tak jadi isteri nih.. haha

Resume oh resume

2010-04-18T13:00:00.004+08:00

hmm... i thought after we've passed the final prof.. the job is already there waiting for us.. isnt that rite?

but now, in the middle of my revision week.. i'm forced to prepare a resume for a job that i'm sure to get - quote from Veena's fb status - again, if i pass my exams la XD

yikes.. this is 2nd year all over again! huhu.. oh, i hope the current 1st and 2nd year juniors keeps their english resume assignments which will save them from all these last minute stress.. =(

oh well, it might be a good experience before totally disappearing into the professional medical world.. erk

paediatrician humor? O.o

2010-04-16T13:18:00.002+08:00

was doing paedeatric revision and was also following an advice from a very wise professor - spend an hour to look at aalll the pictures and try to recall the knowledge as much as possible. erk

he says, if theres a picture, means its important!

any how, i came across this pic at the first few pages of the text book~

it made me smiled.. so it gets a place in the blog.. XD

intai2~

2010-04-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

well HELLO to you, stalker..

RIDZWAN!!

yes Az.. he's stalking =P

bye2~

(tinggalkan wan supaye kene piat telinga oleh az)

enough!

2010-04-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

Im just gonna quickly blog bout this coz i just noticed something and its making me sicker by the very moment!

certain people uses facebook as a medium to give indirect msgs to tell their bf/gf wut their feelings are. may it be (and especially) anger, frustration, or even the need to make him/her jealous! excuse me, but please take a step back, look at what u've posted, think bout the embarrassment that u'd feel few years/2 months/a week/ 3 days/ or even 3 hours later and how stupid u'll feel when everyhting turns bright and sunshine and flying butterflies again. its just a tad too pathetic.. duh~ and the whole world doesnt need to know either! desperate! ever heard a thing called cellphone?

oh, and dont even get me started on the lovy-dovy ones.. once in a while takpe la cik kak.. but people shouldnt need to have the urge to puke evrytime they log into facebook ok.

and my hidden friends list accumulates

sarcastic!

SPA form

2010-04-11T08:59:00.000+08:00

Its happening!!
cant blv its really happening~.. hehe.. anxious tapi sgt lah excited! XD
we were asked to register for SPA few days back.. its for our housemanship after graduation.. though a bit late compared to other university, so what? just coz u guyz did it before me, u think its boring and last season's stuff, so i cant get excited bout it? urgghh.. wutever~ (menyesal crite kat seseorang.. =.=")

well, i've done it! and we're supposed to go for an interview on the 28th - 30th of April.. which is supposed to be only few days before our final professional exams! most seniors says the interview is just for formality.. but stilllll... i dont want to look like a fool in front of a few professionals!! huhu.. takut2.. and to think that my general knowledge bout Malaysia is just of a pea size.. erk..

so, to study now, or study on the night of interview? waahh.. hope everthing goes well~ and hope the exams goes well too! good luck to everyone~~ ^^

Done!

and now to wait patiently (while studying like mad for final prof!)

finished ortho end of posting exam last friday..

all went well alhamdulillah..

the deepest wish

2010-04-06T18:31:00.001+08:00

Dear blog..

please know that..

I WANT TO PASS THE EXAMS SOOOOOO BADLY

thanks for hearing out my thoughts..

yours sincerely
-sarah-

The birthday dinner

2010-04-03T10:25:00.004+08:00

i turned 24 on the 24th of march.. which was about a week ago..
well, the birthday was in the middle of my exam week! its been like that since 5 years ago XD
stress woo~ but then, i dont really mind though.. birthday is actually not that of a big deal for me..>.<

the best wish was from mak.. huhu.. which made me cry~
and not forgetting the many2 wishes from friends all over the world.. haha kene over skit

Last nite, we had my belated birthday dinner..
thanks to dearest friends!! Mel, Amy, Noy, Chaween, Ejan, Yula, Wan, and Shah [and not to mention Az~ who wished me for the 4th time last nite hehe =P]
it was fun~ though planned as a surprise.. but i have instinct okkk =P (xnak kalah jgk~ ego!) i appreciate it so much! steam boat is fun.. it makes us active.. like in a bbq event.. so x boring~ and we ate our stomach out! i think next time, can organize our self plak..senang je kan..

thats me~ 24 years + 1/52 + 2/7 !!

should i be worried now that im 24? absolutely not~ now that graduation is around the corner, its the time to enjoy life and have fun i say XD

more photos in mels blog and ejan's fb

thank you friends! luv u guyz~

in ortho short posting now..

exam again nx week!

sarah, please start studying now

jeles ngan budak2 Uni lain yang dah selesai prof exam.. huhu

urrgghhnness

2010-03-31T19:34:00.003+08:00

the most "urrgghh" thing happened to me this afternoon

i went to The Spring to have some 'me' time..

it was very calm..

with very few people going about their daily lives..

i bought a few not so important stuff plus a must-buy-drink..

when i was done,

i headed to the carpark after paying for the ticket at the autopay machine..

long story short,

i realize that i dont have the ticket with me after nearly driving to the exit post

and i nearly turned the car upside down searching for it!!

with cute little pools of tears in the eyes alarmingly wanting to stream down, i went back to the initial parking place and literally.. on all fours searching for the darn ticket (imagine me searching under peoples car =.=")

disappointed, i gave up and forced myself to not think about the RM30.00 fine for losing the ticket.. =(

so i went back to the car, while opening the front door,

i nearly screamed!! (i kinda squeaked a little i think)

It was right there staring back at me!!

on top of the car roof! stucked between the rubber or wutever they call the thing

oh dear God.. i must have put it there while searching for the car keys inside my bag..

huhu..
so yeah.. relieved.. i drove back to the hostel and got stucked in the traffic jam (coz it was over 5.00 pm) =.="

what a day.. what a day!

lesson learned, always put the keys where u can easily reach! or always put back the ticket inside ur pocket or bag or purse or wallet after paying it..

the end

Final Annual Dinner

2010-03-16T09:30:00.001+08:00

we had our annual college dinner last Sunday nite at Hilton Hotel, Kuching

Its our final year..
So1st class treatment la.. haha
with the grand entry n good sitting table
It was fun~

i'm just gonna link mels entry..

its complete!

thanks Mel!!

surely gonna miss all of u after graduation.. T.T

especially these 3

Mel, Noy, Amy!!

gatal tangan!

2010-03-15T06:18:00.001+08:00

i was in n out of sleep the whole night.. humpphh..

since im so out of my head to study..

i decided to give bloggie a make over..

but it ended up like this..

trust me.. this is not the first templet that i've tried!

its so funny! it seems like there's another (same) blog content in the 3rd column!!

grrr..

n i cant seem to delete it from the layout options..

oh well.. just have to live with it

coz im still out of my head to think of a solution for it.. hehe

mata, tolonglah tidur :(

no class tmrw.. nice!

@.@

2010-03-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

Dont want to see what the eyes dont wishes to see..
Dont want to listen what the ears cant bare to listen..
Dont want to smell what the nose wont sniff..

the next best thing to do is run away as fast as possible, to a familiar place that gives comfort and safety.

well..
that usually makes the trick.

luck might just run out this time.

hmm..

CountDown Down Down~

2010-03-07T08:01:00.004+08:00

Countdown to exams

End of Surgery Posting - 2/52 aka 14/7

End of Orhtopaedic Posting - 1/12 aka 4/52 aka 24/7

Final Professional EXAM - 2/12 aka 8/52 aka 57/7 !!!

Oh Em Gee

sekian..

in the medical world.. we have A LOT of short forms..

these are one of it.. better get use to it

in the history, we're supposed to write down any significant related duration of illness..

Tutorial:

1 year makes up 12 months.. or 52 weeks..
and in 1 week, we have 7 days..

so whenever a duration is put into 'months', 'weeks', or 'days' term.. it would be written down as (the duration / 12 or 52 or 7)

eg:

7 months = 7/12
6 weeks = 6/52
10 days = 10/7

get it? easy-peasy rite~ who says medicine is tough? who? WHO?? XD

ok seriously, sekian..

-Tutorial ends-

2010-02-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

family is my most valuable thing in this world..
i cherish them more then anything..
so when there's a problem that occurs concerning my family, though it might sound like a small matter to certain people, it would meant like a world issue to me.

i really do think my mom is the best mom for us..
i love my mom so much, so when in any circumstances that makes me believe that she's in a state of sadness or worry, i'd be super sensitive bout it and would easily get teary. especially when the issue is about money. and especially when dad is not in the picture

at the age of 24 and still not able to contribute to the family is really a big frustration for me. but in the wills of Allah, hopefully by july or august, i can start contributing.. i'Allah..

i love u mak!

Panic!

2010-02-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

End of break!

had a panic attack while chatting with mak on the way to the airport this morning..
it started with a question....

mak: pasni k.ngah bile exam lagi?
k.ngah: 5 minggu!!
k.ngah: pastu 2 minggu ortho, pastu 3 minggu break
...................
sambil berkira2 gune jari....
.................................................
k.ngah: EH, LAGI 10 MINGGU JE NAK EXAM PROFESSIONAL?????!!!!

erk..

this is a reminder to myself~ must start countdown from today!
i'll end this entry with a phrase from chia (my course mate)
"why not just struggle hard everynite for the next 3 months so that we can really relax for a longer time after that?" (ok, the converstaion was act in chinese)
huhu.. sooo true! so, from now on.. nothing.. i repeat NOTHING matters more then the knowledge that i can cramp in this little brain of mine for the next 10 weeks.. i'Allah~
wish us luck! :)

journey to the south and back again

2010-02-20T01:07:00.005+08:00

CNY break.. kenela pg beraye kan~

location : johor!

the oh-so-many plans of supposedly going to at least 4 houses and 1 hot spring, and involving BIG scale of people, ended up with only 2 houses, 1 danga bay, and an overnite~

but still.. everything was great!

started with fetching nick at klia and went straight to muar.. helped him set up a surprise romantic dinner for his gf hung xin (sgt sweet ok~ ^___^).. and THEN br start braye.. the rest is exactly like in mels blog here!

starting to fall in luv with the south now.. weeee! best2

so i ended up staying with sweet az~

and she is super cool ok~ *hugs*

girlfriends out there, plz blajar jadi mcm az ye~ (hehe.. puji lebih2 la plak)

sadly not much pictures to put into thousands word...

coz i cant multitask!!

nnt kalau ada, (courtesy of org2 baik), pasti akan ditempekkn disini :)

the thing i want to share here is..

on the way back to kl,

i got sleepy and stopped at Pagoh's R&R..

so theres this chinese middle aged uncle, selling fruits on his bike, he cycled around in the parking lot to sell it..
literaly, going from 1 car to another.. huhu..

the facial expression is sgt kesian.. especially the awkward smile after being rejected.. it almost brought me to tears! i made the conclusion that the rent for a shoplot at the r&r is too high and he might not afford to do so, n they dont allow random sellers by the roadside, thats y he has to go around like that.. isk

well, i ended up buying mangoes from him (its the CNY! he should enjoy the celebration bah).. sedap n manis! gong xi fa chai uncle~

oh,

did i mentioned R&R tu best? siap ada escalator lg~ walao
did i mentioned i drove all the way back alone? ngeeeeeeeeeeee ^____^ (nick was staying at hing xin's house)
did i mentioned az sgt cool????
did i mentioned az sgt baik????
did i mentioned az sgt best????

ok. enuf =P

holiday is ending in 2 days time.. after tthis.. it would our last struggle, last chance for the midnight oil burning, last catching up our breath, b4 the professional exam!!!! tolong doakan ye :)
thats another story to the east~
(asyik la kehulu, kehilir si sarah ni)

see ya~!

journey to the north

2010-02-16T19:32:00.002+08:00

home sweet home!

finally..
kinda forgot the feeling of just hanging around the house doing nothing... sgt best!!

its the cinese new year.. so kn la pulang kan? coz i practically also celebrate it bah.. hehe..

flew back on friday night.. the next morning (eeaaarrrllyyyyy --> 4.00 am).. straight to ipoh-->kulim, kedah-->ipoh-->sitiawan-->lumut-->pulau pangkor! (not all in 1 day okey)
though its the festive season.. but we somehow got pass through all the traffic jam~ :) sgt bersyukur!

people involved : mak, me, luqman, cikde, pakude, syifa, baiyah, kak fati, alang, shahira, adawiyah, ikram, angah and abang mazlan (host)

activities

Ipoh: my cousin's Angah's house to clean up and get ready for the wedding in Kulim. We stayed overnite for 2 nights there.. best! hehe... good hospitality ngah~ mak cakap, nnt dah kawin, angah datang rumah, kene layan macam tu jugak.. ngeee~ :) i'Allah~

Kulim: Kak (Doctor) Radhiya's wedding!! so long story short.. kak Radhiya is my 2nd cousin (the father is my mom's cousin) and plus! she's also my 2 year senior in UNIMAS.. huhu.. really missed her.. sgt lame tak jumpe~ we were there early.. so x sempat jumpe the other seniors.. tapi ade la 2-3 chinese senior yg sempat jumpe.. :) and when the mothers (mak, cikde etc) met with their other cousins and uncle (tok ucu) u can just imagine the non stop chitchatting at top of their lungs (coz tok ucu got hearing problem)

conversations would be some sort of like this:

tok ucu : Ko bile sampai kin?

mak (shikin) : pagi tadi pukul sebelas..

tok ucu : ooo.. smalam..

me : =.="

any how.. dapat jumpe kak radhiya.. sgt best! and cantik!! at least berbaloi la pg jauh2~ :)

on the way back to ipoh : abang mazlan (Angah's husband) kampung! best jugak.. nk mandi sungai tp x bawak baju lebih.. instead, main dengan lembu.. wuhuu

petik jambu~

drove to lumut the next day.. and took the ferry to pangkor! my first time.. weather was sunny.. and we planned to snorkel~ conquering the fear! hehe =P though theres coral.. but not as beautiful as redang.. so my advise for u people out there.. if u wanna see some really beautiful aquatic creatures.. better go to places like redang or perhentian la k~

prices:

ferry ticket - RM10 return

van (taxi) from the jetty to the beach - hmm.. dunno, belas2 kot

boat trip - RM10 per person (they'll leave u at the beach where u can snorkel for few hours and then come and fetch)

snorkling stuff - RM 5 for life jacket, RM 5 for the goggle

memmories spending time with family - priceless

p.s. : we got cuts and bruises from falling due to the slippery stones!

took the ferry back to lumut and bought some stuffs there..
drove back to ipoh that afternoon and relaxed at home for the night..

the next day, we drove back to KL.. again.. surprisingly, we got passed the traffic jam! hehe.. what a luck~

its a short trip~ but it sure was nice~ maybe next time pergi tempat yg lagi best plak! :)

enuf of the north.. now i crave for the south! another story of the journey to the south tmrw~! XD

bye2 underweight!

2010-02-09T17:23:00.001+08:00

berat badan dan mule naik! yay~

but still aiming for the goal~ i'Allah...

n kalau terlanjur dari goal pon xpe kot..

diorang cakap mase houseman nnt sure kurus! XD

and dah pandai tido petang plak skarang... =.="

Eyp!

(still lagi mengantuk after an hour of napping)

xpe2.. maybe its part of the process of gaining weight? hehe

macam2 mana pon.. mesti kene naik!

lets eat all the food that crosses our minds~

hmm.. cuaca panas2 ni.. makan ais cream best! sluuurrppp~

this song keeps on lingering in my mind!

oh bulan by yuna

coz its the first song that comes across my ears this morning.. kat MHI..

another theory of mine.. hehe XD

eisshhh... enuf2~

theory-meory

2010-02-06T20:36:00.003+08:00

So..

i've been observing...

i'm a humongous procrastinating procrastinator.. n i've known that since forever..

every single tedious matter of my life.. i'll somehow find a way to procrastinate it..

but since 2-3 days ago..

i've realized that if that particular matter/problem/event is written down in this blog..

i'd find someway or time to do/finish/settle it as soon as possible..

walao~

hmm.. y ha??

hehe... lets experiment this again...

.....................................................

tmrw, which is a SUNDAY.. unfortunately, i have a bed side teaching session with one of the surgeon in SGH --> Mr. Febra
(for those who dont know, surgeons are called "Mr." or "Ms." instead of the common calling, "Doctor", n the truth is.. i have absolutely no idea why.. and as stated above, as a not so proud procrastinator, i procrastinated to find out why.. since the first time i've heard about this some 5 years ago)

the related topic for tmrw would be upper gastro-intestinal haemorrhage (UGIH)

so tonite.. i challange myself to read it up since i've written it down here in this entry.. ngehehee...

we'll see tmrw whether this particular theory of mine might work or not.. =P

see ya tmrw dear blog~ weeeehee~

bathed!

2010-02-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Az,

who made the effort to remind me to wash the car this morning..

with only a little effort..

(pressing the pedal with the right foot, gearing the steering wheel towards the way to the workshop)

princess is now clean n shiny!! wuuhhuuuu~!

one down, 2 to go.. (^____^)

luving the new washing place!

its cheap, effective, and u can have discount for the next car wash!!

how cool is that? :)

i should change this blog title to " pieces of me AND princess"

hmm~

wishes.. please come true~

2010-02-04T01:38:00.001+08:00

i wish...

i have loads of money - so that i can buy WHATEVER that pleases me in the eye, heart, body, mind and soul, WHENEVER i feel like it, WHEREVER it sells (may it be from the nearest shopping mall, blogshopping, e-bay, or overseas eg paris, new york, london), WHATEVER the price is!!

but, i know thats just waaaaayyyyy out of my reach for now..

so, sarah beristighfar.. and lower down her rediculous demands

i wish...

Im under some sort of scholarship - so that at least i'd have more money to buy SOME stuffs that pleases me in the eye, heart, body, mind and soul, WHENEVER i feel like it, WHEREVER it sells (may it be from the nearest shopping mall, blogshop, e-bay, ~~or overseas eg paris, new york, london~~), ~~whatever the price is!!~~ without feeling guilt of using the money mak gave monthly

but again.. that just wont come true now.. takkan nak apply scholarship only now after 5 years kot.. no.. no..

so, sarah beristighfar again..

i wish...

i have a wealthy boyfriend - so that all i need is to contract one muscle (or a few muscles - depends on your knowledge on how many muscles is needed to make a pointing index finger) to point here and there in the shopping mall, blogshop, e-bay, or through the phone if he's overseas eg paris, new york, london, etc.. plus saying the word "i want this/that" and get WHATEVER that pleases me in the eye, heart, body, mind and soul, WHENEVER i feel like it, WHEREVER it sells, WHATEVER the price is!! - without feeling guilty.. coz he's wealthy bah.. hihi XD

then again.. this is just pure fantasy.. cant blame a girl for having a super luxurious imagination~ >.<

i wish...

i have a loving boyfriend who loves me dearly - so that i can put up a cute face with puppy eyes and indirectly tell him (through several ways that is not necessary to describe one by one here - oh please jgn pk bukan2 jgk =P) to buy some of the stuffs that pleases me in the eye, heart, body, mind and soul, whenever i feel like it, wherever it sells (may it be from the nearest shopping mall, blogshopping, e-bay, ~~or overseas eg paris, new york, london~~), ~~whatever the price is!!~~ (cannot be too demanding.. coz surely i'd love him too and would prefer him to save for our future.. awwwww~ - which is another unrelated story here =.=")

eh, this might just work!!

but then again.. time, patience, and luck is essential for the matter @.@

so, as a last resort..

i wish...

my family and friends would buy me SOME SELECTED stuffs that i have/will indirectly tell them i'd wish to have.. ~~whenever~~ during my birthday, wherever it sells (may it be from the nearest shopping mall, blogshopping, e-bay, ~~or overseas eg paris, new york, london~~), ~~whatever the price is!!~~

BIG WINK (>.~)

hahaha... babling!!! bazir mase betul.. could have finished cwu by the time i finish this entry.. ape2 je la~

oh, i balme it on MEL!!! coz she put up those blogshop links in her blog.. which forces me to go and blog-window-shop while drooling out saliva all the way... isk.. isk.. isk..

the life of a student..

seriously, tak sabar nak kerje!

of course.. sebab gaji yg best la..

not the labour work..

60 year old sarah.. please read this back and recall your patheticness ok!

The abandoned princess T.T

2010-02-03T16:12:00.021+08:00

so the story is about princess.. my 3++ year old car..

a few problems needs to be highlighted here (and deal with!).. or else, i wouldn't care enough to bother.. huhu.. oh, im such a lousy owner!

Basuh Kereta!!! - the last time was in SEPTEMBER 2009!!!! Walao~ she's filthy and soo muddy now.. erk...
the broken handle - last 2 month, i accidentally broke the handle of the door for the front passenger seat.. AND the rear door.. and its driving me crazyyyy.. huhu.. must drag sani to the workshop.. boleh dapat discount.. hehehe..
Service - believe it or not.. i haven't send her for a service since the last whining post bout it =.=" haih.. bz sgt la kononnye =P

cuaca sgt best kat luar.. suitable to send her for a car wash.. (or basuh sendiri XD tapi saye mmg sgt pemalas).. but that orange car wash house is not operating anymore.. and the other places that i know of, especially around satok.. din gave me good first impression.. so how now? (naaa... nak salahkan kedai tak bukak pulak)

hopefully can settle everything by this weekend..

oh princess.. i'm sooo sorry! this is why we dont have pets.. they'll starve to death.. hehe..

if any kuching people out there reading this.. any good recommendation for a car wash??

Pagi~

2010-01-31T09:56:00.002+08:00

Oh dear morning.. pagi.. zhao shang..

My most favorite time of the day is the morning..

yup.. i'm a morning person.. (n yes.. im PROUD~ hehe)..

i LOVE waking up early.. but of course.. i sleep in super early too.. =.="

morning is the only time of the day when everything is calm.. hmm~~

when the rest are still asleep..

when the chickens and birds starts to have their early morning gossips..

when u can do all your laundry.. coz the machine is not occupied..

when u can have your super refreshing morning ~~exercise~~ bath..

when u can study most peacfully.. coz u've just woken up so evrything is still fresh..

when u have the highest most urge to cook! especially nasi goreng.. from last nights left over rice..

when u can eat breakfast and watch tv.. especially the cartoons (weekends) or MHI (weekdays) or oprah (on ASTRO at home)

and this particular Sunday morning is super nice! coz it rained~ heavily.. alhamdulillah.... n especially when it hadn't rained in the morning for some time now...

so, y am i blogging bout this??

coz the only not so perky part of this morning is... this bursting headache im having since last night.. which i thought would've disappeared after a long night sleep.. in which it didn't.. =.="

and now.. i might be stuck with it for the rest of the day.. huhu...

so the question is..

to take or not to take panadol? aiyaa.. might need to flip a coin for that!

spoiling my beautiful morning betul la u ni...

anyway peeps.. i do hope the rest of the world enjoys the morning.. dont waste it by sleeping in~!

WAKE UP U LAZY BUM BUM!!

and Happy Morning~!

what happened to the e-mail notification?

its not working anymore.. :(

oh.. saye sgt malas nak upload gmbr for the prev post...

bile nak rajin ni???

ok2.. today.. i'Allah..

Cuti2 Kuching!

2010-01-26T21:10:00.002+08:00

lame~
dah nak dekat 5 years dok sini baru nak cuti2 kuching?? haha..
so as mentioned, my family came to visit last weekend.. which include mak, cikde, anjang, andak, auntie sara, kak fati, kak nisa, muni and luqman.. adding evryone up makes a total of 10!! (including me~)

the story begins~ oh yea.. n the story i very long! ggrrrr

Friday
first day of post-exam.. usually, i would stay in bed late, wake up feeling guilty, make up the oh-so-messy exam study table, clean up the room, do the laundry, clean the toilet, and just relax and enjoy the 3 day free weekend.. but last friday, i knew there are a few stuff that i have settle before the troops arrival.. n remember the prev post? when i say i have to finish the psych case write up... oh for goodness sake! y din i just finish it up then!! but noo.. little miss sarah chose to do the usual post-exam chores as mentioned above.. n i ended up regretting it for the whole weekend.. huhu =.=
so they arrived at around 4.00 and 4.30.. i had to go back n forth from the airport to the hotel twice! coz my s.l.k. (small little kancil) couldnt fit everyone in in one go.. hehe.. sian princess~ n super nice mel helped for the third round~! sian mell jugak... coz she was so tired after finishing her exams that morning.. wuhuuu.. thanks mel!!

after checking in n settling in.. i let them rest for a while and went back to the hostel to pack up some stuff for the night.. oh.. did i mentioned mel sgt baik? she landed us her car for the whole weekend!! waaaa... again.. thanks mel!!!

n mak packed sooo much food from home.. karipap yg sgt byk!! kene goreng bg kawan2 makan... thanks mak!!!

nothing much done for the first night.. we just went for a walk around kuching town n let them take pics.. as usual.. the cat statue in the middle of the main road.. the water front.. it was fun! n relaxing too~ bring back the memories of walking along the waterfront at night.. cant remember the last time i did that though.. 2 years back maybe? hehe.. should do that more often after this.. tangkap2 gambar.. n theres this one group of musician.. playing musics (guitars, clarinet, n some other percussion instruments) n singing too.. there were four of them.. guys.. all with shoulder length hair... n good looking too! n suddenly, im into guyz with long hairs pulak.. hehe.. dont u think they're sexy n mysterious? uuu~ n we hang out for a while and enjoyed their musics.. mintak lagu ape2 pon boleh main! walao~ eheh.. puji lebih2 plak...

kak fati n kak nisa infront of the cat statue

ohoho.. the four beautiful gentlemen~

balik hotel, evryone pengsan terus~ esok kene bgn pagi.. byk plan nih!

tak terfikir langsung psl cwu at this time =.="

Saturday
woke up eeeaaarrrrrrllllyyyyyyyy... well i'm used to it anyway~ hehe.. around 7, went to kopi-o-corner for breakfast.. they were introduced to mee kolok n mee jawa.. some likes it.. some say its a so-so.. i know luqman loves it! hahaha... after that.. off we went to santubong... coz thney want to visit the cultural village.. in which, that was my third... i repeat.. THIRD time!!! huhu.. smangat kesarawakan sangat la pulak~
arrived at 8.55am.. and the gate was not even open yet.. amik kau.. smangat betul kluarge abdul manan nih! hehe... oh.. so a little bit info about the ticketing price, the normal price is RM60.00 but there are a few groups of people can go in with special price..

obviously.. students.. but not all students though.. school children have to be in a school trip to get the special price.. huhu.. so luqman is out of the question though his only 16..
local college/university student with a matric card - RM 15.00 - that makes up me, kak fati, and muni
international students (even if your a malaysian citizen, and it happens that u study abroad) - RM30.00 (if im not mistaken... hmm.. x sure sangat la pulak)
you should know that citizen above 55 years old also gets discounts!! hehe.. we were so psyched bout this.. - RM30.00 - that includes all the makciks~cikde, andak, anjang, and auntie sara
the remaining 3 had to pay the full price of RM60.00 - mak, luqman and kak nisa.. huhu.. sian.. dah la mak n luqman dah pernah datang last 2 years..

a little bit bout sarawak cultural village.. basically, sarawakians live harmoniously together within a few different tribes.. the few famous ones are the bidayuh, iban, penan, ulu, melanau, malay, and chinese.. so here in SCV, they've compiled up all the different houses with their characteristic features for tourist to understand more about the different races.. very interesting! (ok, but not after 3 visits) siape2 yg nak datang sarawak, this is a must go place.. indeed.. oh.. make sure u bring along ur matric card if ur a student k~ :)
surprisingly, even though we started walking at 9.. we finished the last house at 11!! nasib baik jugak datang awal.. we had most fun in rumah melayu.. coz they were playing songs.. and auntie sara.. terlupe kot die sakit lutut.. lupe trus tongkat.. n join menari ngan pakcik tu.. hehe.. n the rest follows! hehe.. cute!
just in time for the cultural show at 11.30.. and that was fun too!! they've renovated the place abit.. there're new sitting chairs.. and they've changed the show a bit too.. making it a bit more interesting.. ok, x tipu.. i did doze off for a little while at the beginning.. penat bah~ haha.. n the music was such a lullaby~

bile org terlampau semangat.. gate pon x bukak lagi laaaa..

mak, cikde, anjang, anutie sarah, and cik andak..

ada yg bertongkat, ade juge yg bersakit lutut.. tapi dengan semangat berjalan.. ape pon sanggup diredah.. cececcehh..

the must go bridge

bila mereka teringin jadi anak menantu org iban~ so, diorang practice dulu

the best!

oh.. n we met sheryl samad.. the music2 host.. hehe...

she's small! and friendly~

after SCV, we went to santubong beach... sadly, air laut surut... jauh gileeee... so xde nafsu langsung nak main air.. afterthat.. we went back for lunch.. after lunch.. we went for cake shopping... u know rite.. sarawak is famous for its kek lapis~ byk diorang beli kek!! berkotak2~ kite pon tumpang sekaki la.. mak beikan kek cadburry.. sedap!!! heheh.. and they can pack it up neatly for the flight back jgk.. nice eh~

that night.. we went out to eat sea food at topspot.. nyum2~ sotong bakar yg sgt sedap! n after that.. balik pengsan lagi.. hehe.. esok nk bgn awal lg nih...

dah mule risau skit pasal cwu... skit je.. skiiitttt je..

Sunday

shopping day!! bgn awal jugak!! ate breakfast at chillie peppers.. n went straight to serikin.. its near the border of sarawak n kalimantan.. so the stuff they sell there is said to be cheaper la.. almost 1 hour n 1/2 drive from kuching... but scenery was nice~ can see the whole of gunung santubung from a far.. but cuace was a bit panas.. n i've started to have these runny nose since the nite b4.. so after jln2 n basically seeing the same stuff again n again just that with different stall owner.. i kinda felt a bit feverish d.. haih.. mood spoiler betul!!din buy anything.. the last timee i was there was with mak too.. so seriously, x tau nk beli ape da.. hehe.. but the rest enjoyed it!! nice~

evryone was pretty tired after the shopping spree.. we went back n rest n for the afternoon, we went grocerry shopping for ME pulak!!! wuhuuuu.. this was the best part! x ingat langsung demam, flu n pening time nih.. i can practically take anything.. ANYTHING i want from the shelves.. hehe.. beras pon mak belikan beras siam! x penah2 den beli beras mahal kat sini.. usually, mesti beli the cheapest.. hehe XD.. best! n the total amount at the end of the receipt pon best jgk... sian mak.. huhu..

after that, went to waterfront shopping lot to buy some last minute cenderahati shopping...

was a bit restless sebab cwu x siap lagi!!!

well that night.. they've decided to stay in n pack for the journey back the next day.. n me n my fever, flu n headache struggled to finish the cwu.. but anyhow, i decided to go back to hostel after that as we have classes at the hospital the nx day.. huhu...

Monday

soo not in the mood for bst.. n wasnt feeling well too!! but managed to pass up the cwu.. alhamdulillah~

met up mak n the geng at around 10.00 n send them to the airport.. huhu... n thats basically the end of the trip.. n my return to reality.. isk..isk..

all in all... of coz sgt best jalan2 kuching with my family~ but the moral of the story is.. todays worrk must be finished by today so that it doesnt haunt you tomorrow n the day after!!!!

oh.. byk gambar nk post kat sini... tapi x larat!.. maybe esok k.. penat batuk da ni!

cuti !!

2010-01-22T08:42:00.001+08:00

we finished the end of posting exam for psychiatry paper yesterday..
as usual.. went back with feelings of hopelessness, helplessness, and worthlessness.. not suicidal though.. XD
nape laaa prof pilih soalan cam tuuuu... isk isk isk...
yang Dr. Saw win pon mase niii la nak amik emergency leave.. aigoo..

sabar2.. tawakal sarah~ :)

if anything happens, its all in Allah's will..

enough with the exams.. the next one will be after 8 weeks.. including CNY break... wuhuuuu~ for sure need to do better la kan~

on the other hand~

cuti 3 hari!!! yay....
and the best part is..... *drum roll*.... MY MUM IS COMING TO TOWN!!!
she'll be flying in this afternoon.. and i just cant sit still anymore.. best2!
oh wait.. that would be my mum AND the whole gang of anak cucu abdul rahman.. hehe
yup.. 3 of my aunt is also coming.. plus a few cousins...
you do the math.. i only see it as rombongan cik kiah.. or in this case.. "rombingan cik fat2" (coz, me cuzzy, kak fati would be leading the whole troop from KL... ahahaha... smangat betul!

ok2... super excited!
tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....................
huhu... have to finish CWU by this afternoon.. or else.. wont be able to enjoy the weekend~
wish me luck!

adioss~

exam marathon

2010-01-17T02:53:00.001+08:00

after struggling for medicine end of posting exam last week..
now we have to struggle for ANOTHER psychiatric end of posting exam next week!!

but not before completing the requirements as follows..

1 seminar or case presentation
1 case write up (yang panjang lebar nak mampos)
3 - 4 case summaries
2 oncalls
2 clinic sessions
depot and ECT sessions

u aspect us to complete all these in 2 weeks PLUS with the exam at the end of the week?
bile masenye nak study?!
and god knows how long it takes for me to adapt in a new posting.. waaahh.. tak sempat.. tak sempat..

stress level shooting up the sky~!

tonite's goal - finish CWU.. lets do this!!

soo looking forward for the lovely retreat next weekend

me family coming to visit~ yay!

come on sarah.. u can do it~ ^__^

sick

2010-01-15T21:58:00.001+08:00

so yeah.. its been raining a lot lately..
it rained non-stop for 2 days yesterday..
and yeah.. it flooded.. so what? its not news la.. duh~
these are just minor obstacles that God gave compared to the earth quake in haiti..
cant you people just bersyukur?dont u just feel blessed?

i'm a bit sick with people complaining bout the weather this and that
kalau x hujan.. bising panas.. bile hujan.. bising sejuk!
nak brag sangat kat fb pasal banjir..
if its like, first time experience, xpe la jugak.. ni everytime??
whats the point la? u just want people to know that u have a car ke? pathetic..

a teacher once said..
never yell "Panasnye hari ni!!!" <-- thats a complain
instead, u should say "cuaca hari ni panas" <-- thats a fact
the first sentence just show that u'r complaining with what Allah had planned for us.braninye nak marah2 Allah? try accepting for once la..

dah.. enough

Den Kayo~

2010-01-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

this afternoon.. while cleaning out my oh-so-old-and-pity-looking purse, i've found a few coins inside..

and suddenly, i felt like wanting to count up all my coins savings..

1 sen.. 2 sen.. 10 sen.. 50 sen.. and it all added up to RM200++!!

wuhuuuu...
still remember the goal i set when i started saving up the coins last year.. nak beli jam kot rasenye.. sadly it wasnt a daily thing.. huhu.. if not.. mau sampai 1000 kot! nggeeee~

now.. berbelah bagi.. samade nak exchange it to 4 pieces of RM50 .. or keep on saving till whatever the amount is when i graduate..

tapiii... would really like a new pair of good watch now.. huhu.. hmmm~~

Happy Birthday Kak Yong!

2010-01-11T21:54:00.001+08:00

happy 25th birthday dear sis!!

hope you'll have Allah's blessing all the way~

and may you and abang fareed live happily ever after XD

love,

kak ngah

Sayonara 2009, Hello 2010

2009-12-31T18:02:00.001+08:00

well.. its time to say goodbye to 2009 peeps..
it was a fast year.. hardly noticed it went past! seriously.. what happened *looking around *?? haha

will not talk bout the past.. boringg~
but im very psyched for the future! and the new life ahead..
hopefully will be able to end this chapter of my life and start the new one by mid year.. i'Allah.. and to friends too.. :)

so yeah.. im waving bye2.. and will say HELLO with a big smile tmrw.. yes.. lets do this!

huhu.. nak tengok fireworks~

its ok.. exam isnin ni lagi penting.. maybe kite pg tgk next year lah (2011 <--- awalnye buat planning XD)..

Happy New Year!

Pain oh pain

2009-12-29T00:05:00.004+08:00

in a lot of physical pain rite now:

1.an aphtous ulcer at the tongue! at the tip to be precise =.=" - currently in the most painful inflammatory phase :(. cannot eat.. cannot even drink.. cannot talk.. cannot concentrate.. i blame it on the exams.. i always blame it on the exams! nothing else is there to take blame. enuf! oh, n bonjela is not helping that much.. haih.. i need morphine!

2. currently also having this (muscle? nerve? tendon?) pain an my right middle finger (only that finger).. i dont even know how to describe the pain.. its continous.. worse on writing, eating.. relieve by hyperflexing the joint.. hehe.. the nature - dull? or izit annoying? hehe.. lenguh.. faham x lenguh? tapi x la macam lenguh-lenguh biase tu.. ok, i'm not a good historian.

3. got few more love bites from the beloved ants.. so its itchy and swollen.. yup.. i am sweeeetttt ^____^

three is enuf for the time being.. kalau ade lagi len kali baru tambah
sambung study!

Al-Fatihah

2009-12-24T21:23:00.001+08:00

A letter to dad..

its been 3 years now since you've gone.
Allah loves you more, and thus He calls you back to be with Him.
i know its already written down.. n it would be wrong to blame anyone or any disease..
but dad, i really miss you right now..
i miss the way you like to play around with us.. u never scold us.. that would be mums job..
i miss the way you eat and drink.. it breaks my heart when you were on a salt free diet whereas the rest of us would eat delicious cookings infront of you.. i din understand it back then why you were on fluid restriction and when you craved for slurpy, u tried to put the blame on us :)
i miss the times when you would take us for a ride in the car.. going no where.. we dont do that now..
u would have bought us anything.. like when i say.. "dad, i want a handphone", or.. "dad, dont u think u'd want to buy me a car?" of course, with initial hesitations.. but u'd still buy them.. and u would say.. i'll buy u these, but u have to study hard ok.. u treat us like angels..
i adore that u keep it to your words to communicate with us in english.. it really is useful now
i miss it when you always misplace things, especially your specs.. and i would be the one who found it in the toilet..
i miss your snores during your sleep.. we even got used to it
i even miss the way u comb you hair.. where u wouldn't look straight in the mirror.. coz u have this phobia thing with mirrors which we never really understand..
and the list goes on....
i couldnt bare to see you doing your dialysis.. at home or at the center.. i'm sorry for not being able to stay..
u were my world, my drive, my backbone, my inspiration, my breath.. and of course my laughter..
and u still are..

a lot has happened since,
mum was the strongest, she became independent for us..
she made small businesses form cusyens and cusyen covers, to bawang goreng, and currypuffs
it was tough at the beginning.. i failed a paper back then.. but gratefully recovered..
and now, kak yong and i are in our final year! struggling.. and i'Allah to graduate next year
hannah went to egypt.. she's going to be the dentist she once told you before
luqman has grown so much.. he's taller then all of us now.. n has made us proud with his PMR results
i've found a temporary love.. but lost it somehow
kak yong found love.. and got married!
all these would have been different if you were there to experience it with us.

we've been well dad.. thanks to your previous hardwork and sacrifice..
i'm glad that mum still make sure that we visit you every week.. even till now..

i miss you dad.. everyday.. and especially today
friends, whenever you remember.. please recite the simple al-fatihah to my dad

Al-Fatihah

Mohd Salleh Sahimi bin Haji Muhammed

05 / 03 / 1951 - 24 / 12 / 2006

Dad

2009-12-21T07:16:00.001+08:00

Dad,

i woke up this morning..
n i miss you..

update~

2009-12-20T08:32:00.001+08:00

nothing much happened.. XD

finished our mid term paper yang sangat susah on thursday.. :( hopefully they wont paste up the result til the end of posting exam.. that would definitely pull my self esteem down.. isk isk isk..
konon2 nak enjoy the 3 days weekend.. but end up spending half a day yesterday inside the freakin cold task force room for a radiology workshop.. but it was worth it though.. :)
heart broken, feel hopeless, cant see no more light for the future, nearly suicidal (ok2, saye hyperbola skit =.=") after knowing my crush bachelor lecturer got married yesterday!! how could u not wait for meeeeeeee????? (mampos kene gelak ngan Dr. Noraliza if she knows this.. hehe)
Durian fever on friday.. bought 3 huge durians in Satok (kat Satok ni ade pasar).. and i'm proud to say that "i" chose the right durians.. coz isi die.. OMG.. so D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S.!!! we ate 2 of it.. (i act ate it for breakfast, lunch (with rice!), and for afternoon tea.. hehe..) the other one, i buat pulut durian.. nyum2~ siape nak? :p
today is Sunday.. but have to go the hospital later to search a case for tmrws bed side teaching.. yikes.. talk about mood spoiler!
oh.. and last but not least.. end of medicine posting is in less then 2 weeks. and i've been wasting time doing useless stuff. sekian terima kasih.

Mid Term

2009-12-17T03:26:00.001+08:00

Mid Term Exam???
hm.. macam pelik sebutan tu.. hehe..
coz in my whole near 5 years of medical school...
i've only encountered it once.. medicine posting during my 3rd year..
and tmrw will be my 2nd! <-- medicine posting jugak

pendekkan cerita.. setiap kali exam pon saye takut. full stop.

super long!

2009-12-13T07:07:00.006+08:00

Superkellyfraserlysticespiallydosious

yup.. thats the word me and my childhood bestfriend shazana used, to stop people (espiecially boys!) from bullying us.. u know.. the stupid-lame-annoying game they like to play - repeat every single word that comes out from your mouth.. even the urms.. and the aahhss.. walao~

It usually takes place when we're on our way to/from sekolah agama.. ahaa.. the legendary Van Putih Pak Ali coming to pick us up.. me, Shaz, Sufian, and Ehsan.. and so, the stupid-lame-annoying game would usually be played in the van.. where we dont have anywhere else to run.. @_@

and last2 bile dah sangat malas nak layan..

Superkellyfraserlysticespiallydosious

ambik kau

diam trus

i dont know what it means though..

wait.. isit even a word?

or isit something we've picked up somewhere?

and im pretty sure if it eally exist, the spelling here would be so wrong..

hehe..

I wonder what happened to Pak Ali..

hmm.. mesti la dah retire..

but how is he?

he sure was a very nice and responsible man =)

teringat kat shaz la ni!

Dentist-to-be~

i'Allah..

eh, banyak pulak foot note..

enough!

Edited on 14th Dec 2009

Thanks to dear Az, the propper spelling should be this!

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

and... its from the movie mary poppins.. ngehehe..

now that i've googled it.. i'd really like to watch the whole movie again! (till the end XD)
here's a video clip of mary singing the song.. enjoy people~!

luvs the umbrella :)

slow-mow.....

2009-12-09T06:32:00.001+08:00

i wonder.. why is ~~everything~~ it that certain stuff is 1 day slower here?

for example:

post laju / post express / post biase (yang ni lagi la tak pyh mention kan~)
admin stuff in faculty / main campus
immigration proses
flight ticket booking process (ok, ni macam irrelevant skit la)
baju kurung / white coat tailoring

is it because of the oh-so-big south china sea separating us from the main land which causes some delay of conducting information and processing stuff or whatever?

or does these things only happens to me?

oh, i'm so unlucky

learning to be patient ^^,

HEELS!!

2009-12-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

Oh i really ~~NEED~~ would love to have some (as in a few) new heels.. :(
its been soooooo long since my last over-the-head-shopping-spree.. isk.. isk..

mane anak sultan yang nak kasi credit card(s) nih~ XD

cepat skit datang k.. hehe ;p

Appropriate

2009-12-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

Appropriate

APPROPRIATE

appropraite

ApPrOpriATe

hm... i dont like this word

espacially if there's a "not" before it

and dont ask me why..

it gives me this wierd feelings in the stomach..

and believe me.. its not butterflies..

weird

Stress Vs Rajin??

2009-12-02T20:08:00.004+08:00

Sangat malas nak masak recently..

Does this means that im not stressed enough??

SO WRONG!!

Sangat stress!

maka.. saye akan mandi dan masak dan mengemas lepas ni..

nice eh~ (^.^)

Note to all..

im not in manic phase..

i just like to bz myself when im stressed..

with the exception of studying..

hm.. wierd..

kalau lagi stress, lagi study.. kan best~ hehe..

ok, enuf mengada-ing

toodles~

Eid Adha~

2009-11-29T10:40:00.002+08:00

First of all.. slamat menyambut aidul adha to all~~

2nd of all.. im home~!!!

3rd of all.. CASE WRITE UP!! and thus.. i'm in front of my lil bro's huge screen desktop (best!! and i love the super fast internet!) huhu..there goes a lovely sunday morning at home.. isk..isk.. and the weather is super nice too! it rained.. and now stopped.. and the sun still shy2 macam nak tak nak je kluar.. so it kinda feel like im at Frassers hills or Cameron highlands.. hehe..

Still.. it still sucks to be doing work at home.. huhu.. n yup.. my fault for not finishing it up last week.. XD

anyhow.. last two days was super fun! family is just the best therapy ever.. :)
Qurban here is soo modern! the surau here actually have a specific site to do the qurban.. equipped with all the necessary equipment like the hanging thingy, water supply, and drainage system.. basically everything u have in a butcher shop.. hehe (its new by the way).. this year, all the 17 qurban were done by Uztaz Harun Din, which only lives opposite to the surau.. haha.. n its fun to help out the makciks to prepare for the cooking there.. especially all the gossiping part.. first class ok!! hehe.. oh n i just love the sup tulang.. nyummy~

Ni mak saye.. mak in action~

family gathering is just superb.. especially with cikde's family around.. i just love when the house is alive and full.. with the children running around.. and this year.. we have abang fareed celebrating raya with us.. poor thing.. kak yong takde.. ngehehe.. all went well.. except for the migraine part.. isk..isk..

anyway.. for all muslims.. happy eid adha~

as usual.. my attention span is super short..

this is a detour..

kembali ke jalan yg benar.. CWU!!

Bunyi Bunyi

2009-11-20T05:34:00.001+08:00

Princess is making up some funny2 noise nowadays..

and we couldn't really find the source of the noise yet.. huhu

and with that..

I'm worried :(

when is the next service anyway?!! stupid sticker reminder shouldn't have faded!!

oh well my dear 3+ year old car, you'll just have to hang in there for a little while.. kene tunggu mak allocate some money for you first.. hehe.. which of course, is not one of the priority now.. isk isk..

kite pergi mandi bersih2kan badan dulu okie? this saturday!! =))

hm.. maybe a little wax too? XD

Started medicine posting for 4 days now..

still blurrrrrr!

come on sarah.. adapt cepat2 plz~

Progress!

2009-11-04T02:25:00.000+08:00

O&G Posting Progress:

2 case write ups - Done!
1 seminar presentation - Done! lame dah~
SALSO course - Pass! (soooo glad~~ ^__^)
Log Book - Completed!

Study - In progress.. Not even half way through.. huhu...

Sleepiness - Always present =.="'

countdown : 5 days!!!

Grinning alone is healthy tonight :)

2009-10-29T04:08:00.002+08:00

Sleepy again.. so dear blog, u have to bear the pain as well.. hehe..

I wanna share something tonight (morning). Me and my firends had a great laugh the other day in class while waiting for our lecturer.. so here's the joke (hopefully jadi la.. if u'r not laughing by the end of this entry, please.. just fake a giggle.. =.=".. thanks) :

follow the two instructions, and at the end, there will be a question for u to answer in 10 seconds

repeat "tikus" very fast for 10 times..

dah?

now repeat "kusti" very fast for 10 times..

ok, here's the bonus question : kucing takut ape? (quick! in 10 seconds!!)

hehehe... well, most of us will answer.. "duh~ tikus la.."

now think twice, kucing memang takut tikus ke??

ngehehe.. adoi.. though it doesnt sound funny in text form.. but if u were there, in the class, with my friend Gan-chan and amy and all.. seriously, it sounded 10 times funnier!!!

waahh.. now that i've freshened up after stupidly grinning alone in front of this lappy..:p back to books it is.. jom~ *wink*

Seriously, please fake a giggle..

thank you..

Countdown : 11 days till EOP

Sleepy me..

2009-10-28T02:28:00.001+08:00

sedang study.. tapi sangat mengantok!!

*_*

and caffeine is a big no no.. huhu..

ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz..........

SLAP!

WAKE UP!!

Isk.. Isk..

countdown : 12 days till EOP

erk..

The Music i Had

2009-10-03T18:37:00.007+08:00

Been lazying around on a lovely saturday.. hehe..
though we had a seminar this morning.. i din study at all the rest of the day!
So what did i do? nothing.. =.="
watched tv, slept, cooked lunch, watched some series that i'm currently following.. and also surfed youtube for some clips.. hehe.. was searching for any videos of me and my band mates during our school year.. (tiba2 teringat masa2 muda.. hihi) haih.. sadly.. during my time, no one bothered to take videos and post it on youtube! huhu.. but still.. found a few of other school bands formation during the state or national competition! nice~

yup.. i was the school nerd who joined the band.. excuse me~ dont blame me for having such high taste in music.. hahaha.. i do.. i love classical music.. >.< n i learn them pretty fast~ (ok, sile muntah skarang)
surprisingly.. joining the band was the only sweet memories i have from my high school years! coz the rest of my schooling years was no fun! hhmmmpphh!!

joining the band was one of things that i've planned since primary school.. just like being a doctor, its one in my plan list since i can remember~ anyway, coz the Yu Hua school marching band was only opened for high school students.. so the first thing i do when i entered secondary school was signing up with the band.. n i fell in love at first sight with the instrument that the conductor (we call him coach) assigned me -----> THE CLARINET ~

Yup.. thats the clarinet~ its a wood wind.. though looks very innocent and light.. its quite tiring to hold when u'r marching! hehe.. whining me.. as usual~

So there i was, learning this new instrument form scratch, taught by a senior.. if im not mistaken, his name is ah wai.. got a crush on him at some time.. ngeee~.. learning.. purely out of interest.. funny, it really is true to say that its easier to learn something by interest and not by force.. hehe~ not till then that i knew that the band was not only about marching during the school's sports day, or during independence day, or organizing concerts at school.. but we were also to join the state and national band competition!

so yeah.. we trained long and hard i tell you! coordination and stamina are vitals! of coz.. we had to practice under the scorching sun.. huhu.. and the super fun part was.. nearing the competition date.. we were allowed to skip class for training!! yay~ what more can i ask? hihi.. we din managed to get through to national level though.. XD.. awww.. such sweet memmories~

enuf flash back-ing.. its been a while now since i last touched or played the clarinet.. huhu.. really missed it.. :( missing my band mates too! isk..isk..

group photo! x ingat dah mase form brape.. :)

anyhow, i found this clip in youtube.. felt like sharing.. for those who never watched a band formation before.. the video shows the best i've ever seen.. its from the champion school.. SMK Sultanah Asma, Kedah.. they're REALLY good! near flawless! hihi... about this clip, its only one small part of their whole performance.. taken during the national comp in 2007, which, of coz, they won.. its a girls school.. so go girl power!! XD can scroll through their related videos for the rest of the performance~ enjoy!!

waaahhh... sangat rinduuuu~ T.T

Hopefully still ada skill.. hihi..

will buy one when i have the money~

bile nak start kerje niiiiii...

CAK~!

2009-09-27T18:45:00.005+08:00

CAK!!!

main acah-acah dengan PAK ANDAK tersayang! hehehe..

because i KNOW you're sitting there.. reading this~!

kirim salam dengan Mak Andak ye~

home sick!!

The final of Final??

2009-09-13T07:16:00.000+08:00

been wanting to watch final destination for some time.. but was prevented by the super packed schedule we have now.. huhu..
and last nite, we finally get the chance to go.. went with gan n amy chan~ coz me n amy are super huge fan of horror-heart pounding-tachycardic movie~! weee~ so we practically dragged gan to watch it, he kept on trying to convince me to watch district 9 though.. euuwww.. the poster pon tak menarik ok~ duh~ gan nii.. tak pakse die tgk some chick flick pon kire baik la ni.. heee~

the movie was a so-so though.. i prefer the previous one.. the one involving a roller coaster accident.. ngee~ this time.. its a bit too predictable la.. *sigh* but that din stop us from squirming all the way~!

anyway, the big news here is....... *drum roll*... we went to try out the new cinema at The Spring~! wow.. that place will for sure bring a BIG change for the cinema industry in sarawak~ haha XD but still.. compare to TGV or GSC back home.......... erm.. can still improve okie~! din took any pic pulak.. but seriously.. its not bad la.. ^.^ it gave you the deja-vu feeling of genting casino type of place.. heee~ (not that i ever went there before XD)

all in all.. will for sure go there for the next movie.. bye2 star cineplex~ >.<

oh, whoever needs a good screaming-laughing time.. come join us for another horror movie la next time~ XD come2!! best ok tgk ngan kitorang.. penat gelak~ XD

my library session is canceled today..

will go to a funeral instead..

a friend's father just passed away from complications of liver cirrhosis..

condolences to their family..

Bragging~!

2009-09-12T12:06:00.002+08:00

i'm now in the library.. studying.. so i want to brag!! yes.. i'm proud.. PROUD i tell u.. XD
its been a while since my last visit here.. "a while" here means.. more then 2 years ago.. ngeee~ i only have memories of 'lepak'-ing here during my second year time.. talk about the stress of professional exam.. fuh! and now.. i kinda have a new aim of coming here in the weekends to study coz i can bet that the books will remain untouched if i were to stay in my room! yup.. there will be absolutely ZERO studying and 98% of the time, i'll be sleeping.. or watching wutever series i have or watching tv.. or doing other useless time-wasting stuff.. >.< weekdays wont be possible as we are so busy in the hospital nowadays.. plus there might be alot of students then.. so yup.. weekends!

waahh.. talk about not stepping my foot inside the library! most of the stuff din change much though.. same old red color chairs, same old grey table.. same old librarian (ok, she's not old la.. just that she's still here since 2 years ago XD).. same old book racks.. same old books a assumed? hehe.. the only obvious difference is the temperature.. its soo warm in here.. compared to last time.. and today, i came prepared.. wearing 2 layers of clothes.. anticipating another shivering , cyanotic episode. =.='" but now.. i'm practically sweating inside! and to take off the outside cardigan would just make me look ridiculous.. so sabar je laa~ XD
oh and they have this new system of searching books online now.. easier for the students~ not gonna affect me much though.. coz blv it or not.. i've never borrowed not a single book in my near 5 years as a student here.. huhu.. nothing to be proud of.. seriusly.. i'm just pure lazy.. isk.. isk..sooo not the typical medical student u would imagine.. huhu.. not a good role model to my siblings too!

so here i am.. having all the "semangat-ness" in the world~ i'Allah.. thanks to the 9.30 am anatomy revision class though.. if not for it.. i'd have to drag myself out of the house.. hehe.. so yeah.. i'm proud.. so i'm bragging~ (^___^)

okiedokie.. lappy a side, back to books~
till then.. toodles~

a lot had happened since last week,

maybe i'll tell more bout it later~

specially to mel..

i'm glad ur ok now.. sure was an experience to all of us!! XD

Eyh? O.o??

2009-09-05T06:16:00.003+08:00

theres sumthing wrong with this blog!

corrupted???

aigoo2.. would not stress out bout it at the moment.. nnt i stress lame gile, coz god knows me n IT stuff dont go well together.. hehe
..

sedang merajuk kot.. ;p let it be for now~ lalala... ^_^

Promote Promote!

2009-09-02T22:01:00.004+08:00

I've bought some new books! its the other contribution of my current 'semangat'ness of studying~! XD nothing to be proud of act.. since all my course mate hv already bought it during our third year in sibu.. hehe.. =P

yeah.. wutever.. the main purpose of this entry is to promote a friend of a friend's online medical book selling business.. hehe.. (aww.. i'm such a good friend!).. its been proven reliable and trustworthy.. so i brani la nak promote kat sini!

fot those out there with friends in med school yg nak beli buku n other medical stuff.. can try this blog lah.. i think its cheaper then buying from kamal la.. but im not so sure either. the rest of the info is in the website itself..

click here for the link http://bukumedik.blogspot.com/

the owner is Syed Nasir b Syed Hassan.. which is the son of my school's previous and first dean.. hehe.. info skit ni.. he's also currently a med student in another local private school :)

dah dah.. enuf! siape yg berminat, slamat membeli~

Its a Record!

2009-09-02T21:34:00.003+08:00

All these while.. in my ENTIRE student life.. i've never started studying on the first day of school / class / block / posting etc~ and now.. *drum roll* yes.. the record is broken! --> been revising some topics since last night~! XD

in a way, its the good side of not going home after the exams last week.. it kinda still reminds me of the previous regrets.. n thus! keeps the adrenaline pumping.. heeeee~

currently im posted in gynae ward.. though not as stressed as those in maternity ward, still.. its a new thing to have to come early and follow the rounds.. (coz its compulsory =.="') but anyhow, i've noticed that we can learn quite a lot from the rounds though~ hehe.. Dr. Sukandar kinda reminds me of Dr. Anuar!! haha... though i have no idea where the resemblance is XD and he's my supervisor! will meet him on I choose angin~

xde la susah sangat.. bukak penutup tu and picit.. sampai die bunyi tiiitt.. which makes amy melatah.. hehe..

it was like 1.00 pm in the afternoon and it was super hot.. for princess.. i'd do anything for u.. (>.<)

SMS

(its a very long question.. so try not to get lost in it~)

have u ever had the feeling of not being able to sit still.. n u keep on glancing at the phone.. waiting for the oh so familiar msg incoming ringtone.. waiting for an initiation or a reply.. and when it finally makes a sound.. u'll have butterflies in ur stomach, which keeps on doing flip flop.. n u immediately jump to reach the phone.. and when its not the thing that u'r wishing for.. u get all disappointed.. (ESPECIALLY when its from hotlink, or from some annoying ringtone download promotions stuff!! urrgghhh) but if its the msg that u'r waiting for.. u'll get this warm feeling around d epigastric area.. which radiates through d whole body.. plus some super chest exploding palpitations?????

well...

i do!!

n i used to love the feeling~

it was gone for a while now.. but now.. izit back?

hahaha..

butterflies.. please go away.. come back some other time..

duh~ i have to study la! kacau betul =P

Sebayor

2009-08-04T20:48:00.006+08:00

okiedokie.. quick update..

yeah.. i kinda want this to be a daily thing.. diary la konon kan~~

gonna be quick coz i have loads of work to do! XD

in sebayor now.. n will spend the night here coz of the stupid water problem in kolej.. AGAIN!! =.="

sebayor is the other hostel for the medical n nursing students.. the name sounds funny kan~ hehe.. though its quite a distant from the faculty, its actually not that big of a problem for those with transportation.. hmm..

the thing is.. im in d process of weighing the pros n cons of living here.. n actually.. i kinda like it here!! so seriously am considering moving.. hehe.. XD

shhh.. its a secret.. but the room we're staying tonite... its like a mini pan house!! haha... ok la.. i hyperbola skit~ maybe its like a mini hotel apartment.. XD at least it gives us comfort from the night heat *wink* the only thing missing is astro.. hehe.. n we're actually having fun here!! ok2 enuf!! that's as far as i can go.. sshhhh~

oh yeah.. kuching dah lame tak hujan la~ huhu.. ape crite cloud seeding yg org2 mention the other day?? hmm~

okiedokie peeps.. seminar is calling.. tak prepare ape pon lagi for tmrw's presentation!!

c yaa~~

i've just noticed this n i wonder..

what happened to the facebook badge thingy?

supposed to be kat tepi kanan ni kan..

its not there anymore.. heee~

kinda miss something from this place.. ;P

2nd attempt

2009-08-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

been trying to cook buttered chicken

and tonight was my second attempt

and yet again

I FAILED.... =.="

nak letak gambar pon malu la.. hihi XD

but still.. it tasted great! =D

practice makes perfect~! next time try lagi~

The Headache

2009-08-02T18:06:00.002+08:00

i wonder...

y do i always have this headache??!!

a doctors point of view:

the nature: throbbing, continous
site: confined to the left periorbital area
relieving factor: none.. ok maybe PCM.. which i resentfully take only if needed.. coz of my super strong family history of end stage kidney failure.. huhu..
aggravating factor: everything!! very photophobia right now.. *sigh*
differentials: Migraine?? huhu..

a layman point of view:

tadi makan chocolates.. org cakap makan chocolate byk sgt boleh buat pening
angin! tak lunch tadi.. mak cakap, perut kosong boleh buat pening... BURP~
pagi tadi makan nasi lemak kat amma.. mungkinkah ade kene mengene?

so how?
been trying to sleep but silly me still dont know how to take afternoon naps.. nak nangis la!
maakk~~ isk.. isk..

The Best Friend

2009-08-02T07:16:00.005+08:00

i have a childhood bestfriend.. heck.. i have a lot of best friends XD

since i can start to remember.. which was whenever.. i din really take the time to jolt the date down.. since my oh so young years.. before kindergarden.. before i can even speak or walks well.. hihi..

heres the list:

fadia - my backdoor neighbour. one year older. the inseparable 3. me, kak yong, n her. the play time - main masak2, main make-up2 mate.
amy leong - the first ever person who approached me on the first day of schooling in UK, when i was all ternganga-ing here n there.. awww.. very sweet girl. a mix of caucasian n chinese.. we became the best mate ever. of coz till my parents have to drag me back to malaysia, crying n stomping..
nana, ida, ipah, ain, shaz, hana, alia - the bangi mates.. played together, then gadoh, then salam balik, then got scolded together.. the birthday parties, the sleepovers.. waahh.. rindu~
Aliaa Shazana - THE best friend !!! oh, she's my darling heart - this entry is dedicated to her.. so more info afterwards~
farra muneera, nurhazwani - aahhh.. the skolah rendah geng~
hema, lin chai, hui hsien - the high school - ponteng geng.. ok, lin chai was the angle la.. tak ponteng XD
ah phang! - considered him as best friend la.. like a big brother.. though his a few months younger.. but then, the body size.. like few years older! hahaha!! phang.. jgn marah~ u know i love u kann~
amy, mel, noy - my uni darlings~ Siamese quadruplets, joint at the hips..

yeah.. ramaikan.. not all are still in close contact though... huhu.. :(

but this particular childhood best friend is THE BFF of mine.. now n till forever! :)

ALIAA SHAZANA BT SHAH

the thing is.. though i love her so much.. i just CANNOT understand why oh whyyyy la u'r sooo anti with the internet social networking thing la yang oi.. blv me, i've tried to understand okk.. haha.. like, myspace ke, friendster ke, facebook ke, high 5 ke, tagged ke, twitter ke, blogging ke, ha.. ape lagi.. sumenye die xmo.. n me dah puas dah pujuk sampai tak larat dah.. XD so, rather then the easy and fast way to know her updates, we have to interact through the old fashion way... the phone. hehe..

we've met each other during class agama.. i think we were 9 then.. n immediately we hooked up.. haha.. macam a boy-girl relationship pulak.. yeah.. though we were not in the same school, but still somehow, we managed to stay closed.. back then, mana boleh drive sendirikan.. so our mums la jadi driver hantar sane sani.. we've been through a lot of first times tgthr.. our first crush, first make-up, first period, first handphone, first big exams, first driving lesson, first car, first love, first breakup n so-on.. she's totally my shoulder to cry on..

i still remember back then, coz we werent in the same school, even the slightest interesting thing that happened on that day would be a 2 hour phone discussion at night.. hehe.. handphone pon xde lagi kan.. but domestic calls are cheap.. so our parents pon x kisah sgt nak bergayut lame2.. :) the good old days~

huhu.. i'm really missing her n my life back at bangi right now.. especially when where i am now totally sucks.. *sigh*

Loads to study now that the exams are getting nearer..
see.. i've told u it sucks here.. duh~

Me n my Corn~

2009-08-01T15:46:00.008+08:00

lately i've been having a lot of corn obsessions.. hehe.. ok, maybe not a lot.. dua je actually.. XD

two weeks back, i made corn custard pudding for our annual batch bbq event..

n today, since i have an extra tin of whole corn n some instant coconut milk, i decided to cook bubur jagung~ hehe..

went online for the recipe.. n modified it a little.. (dah la first time~! tapi pandai2 modify plak.. heee~) --> disebabkan kemalasan nak kluar beli bahan2.. haih..

this is my version of the modified recipe XD

Ingredients
1 tin of whole corn
1 packet of instant coconut milk (pekat!)
1 cawan air
1 cawan gula (supposedly gula perang)

2 table spoon of corn flour --> i saje tambah ni since mmg ada pon kat dapur tu.. nak likat kan bubur tu

sagu mata ikan [basuh dan toskan] --> tak masukan coz tak de dalam stock~
garam
daun pandan --> took it form the pandan bushes downstairs.. blakang rumah felo ada byk..

1. Masukkan semua bahan kecuali santan pekat dalam periuk.
2. Masakkan sehingga mendideh.. kalau ade masukkan sagu.. sampai sagu tu nampak jernih ok!
3. Masukkan santan pekat n stir slow again..

TADAAA!! dah siap~

not bad la for a first time.. xde la susah sgt.. tapi terasa macam terlebih manis n tak cukup likat.. its ok! can do better next time~ dengan bahan2 yg lengkap okk~

okiedokie.. nak sambung study~ XD

till then.. toodles~~!

-petang sabtu yg happy (^.^)-

berat!

2009-07-27T15:42:00.004+08:00

Either its princess getting havier...

my muscle power is decreasing...

lenguh la tangan drive skarang~! huhu..

maakk... nak power stering~ heee..

~sarah yg mengada-ngada~

Just For Laughs XD

2009-07-24T11:30:00.004+08:00

this guy kan.. seriusly klakar..

the subject of discussion here is.....

ANAS b. TAHIR

(nama penuh tak tau.. hehe..)

So siapekah si anas tahir ini? die adalah adik kepade faizal tahir!! kenal? si penyanyi superman tu~

nak dijadikan cerite.. my parents and their parents are friends.. since thier UK years.. parents masing2 buat phD la kot mase tu.. mak cakap.. faizal, anas, n thier younger brother.. salman.. adalah budak2 yg sangat nakal mase kecik2 dulu.. hihi... panjat tangge, panjat pagar, panjat pintu.. sume diorang pro.. sian mak diorang nak jage..

last 3 weeks.. my mum wanted to invite them to kak yong's wedding.. hati sgt gembire kerana nnt maybe boleh jumpe anas! but sadly.. diorang tak dapat datang coz nak pg anasnye graduation kat swansea, UK.. huhu... takde rezeki.. :(

kenape si anas ni klakar? hehe.. (ketawe dulu..)

so it happens that si anas ni pon pandai nyanyi jugak~ n he did a few videos and posted it in youtube.. the video kan.. u have to watch, read, n listen.. if not, u'll miss all the juicy part of it.. kelakar geyl!! siape2 nak release tension boleh la mgunakan route ini.. XD

a little summary of the videos:

mainly its him singing in his room, in Swansea university.. the big guy at the back is akbar.. i think he's the rapper yg slalu duet dengan too phat tu kot.. but i'm not so sure.. hehe.. kalu salah buat malu je.. but anyhow.. they happened to be friends n when akbar went to the UK to perform in a few places.. he singgah by anas's place for a few days and WALA~ jadi la video2 tersebut.. tibe2 ramai plak yg view their vids and i personally was introduce by my cousin, kak fati, bout them...

anyhow.. selamat berketawa~!

oh n u guyz can view the rest of the videos HERE

p.s.: ade part2 yg x senonoh tu.. hihi.. maafkan je la diorang... boys.. they have to be boys =.="

I think i like him more then the bigger brother.. erks~

mak..... ajak la diorang datang dinner sumtimes.. hihi..

wutever

2009-07-24T02:20:00.008+08:00

yeah.. i'm having PMS.. so?

u think ur so good?

its not a nice thing to say.. no wait..

its the WORST thing to say.. that is, if u call urself a friend

so, wutever~

p.s.: fyi.. u DONT have a say in my love life

HapPy2 BirtHdAY MAK~!

2009-07-23T21:01:00.006+08:00

harini ialah hari jadi mak saye..

NOOR ASHIKIN BT ABDUL MANAN

Mak, kak ngah sgt sayang mak..

u are all we have in this world right now..

after dad passed, u were so strong..

thank you for being strong for us these past few years..

I LOVE YOU MAK

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

-kak ngah-

Dear books..

2009-07-23T17:38:00.003+08:00

remember the postponed date?

it is time my dears..

we will have the finest hours of our lives tgthr..

starting from tonight..

okie!!! lets do this~ (>.<)

the story of love and tagging

2009-07-22T23:19:00.006+08:00

its a story about those who fanatically honouring their relationship partners from up front, but not from the back.. it may be a touching love story or it may just be plain annoyingly ridiculous.. readers may decide.. opinions may vary if it is viewed from different angles.. its also a story of the power of FB in manipulating different individuals way of thinking.. hehe

Once upon a time...

scene 1

A was uploading some pic in fb, about a grp of friends hanging out n having fun tgthr.. n as normal as someone can be.. tagging friends are usually the nx step in line.. but then B came to A and requested to not be tagged

scene 2

C was uploading some pic in fb, about a grp of friends doing some learning process in a place outside from school, again, tagging should be d nx normal step.. but then, D n E came and asked C to not tag them

scene 3

F posted an academic related memo on fb with all the related people tagged in it.. including G, H, I, J, K, n so on......

the next day

J has deleted the memo from his wall

Reasons for all the strictly 'NO' tagging rule here is open to the readers to choose:

is it...?

A. its an oh so romantic love story about how they are so in love with their partners and dont want any feelings hurt, so they wouldnt want to have any evidence of another gender as a friend

B. they are afraid of a super huge ugly couple quarrel due to uncontrolled malignant jealousy

C. they did not tell their partners about the particular events and people involved in the events ~Kantoi~ and thus to avoid another super huge ugly couple quarrel

D. they are afraid of their partners. full stop.

E. All of the above

towards the end.. the 'no' tagging rules of some people came as a burden for the friends to keep in mind..

-THE END-

foot note : gender of all alphabetic characters and other related people in all the scenes are opened to the imagination of the readers. the alphabetical characters may or may not be the same character in the different scenes. this may or may not be related to those who are alive or those who are already dead. the scenarios may or may not happened in any place in the whole wide world. the above 'they' may or may not be singular or plural. i may or may not have created the whole thing out of boredom. XD

Its a pop quiz~

HaPpY hApPY Place~

2009-07-18T14:02:00.003+08:00

I'm off to a happy place with the loved ones~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

See ya tomorrow~

The neonates

2009-07-17T10:02:00.005+08:00

Due to the recent swine flu thingy.. and because sarawak held an international music festival which involves huge amount of foreigners coming in from all over the world.. the hospital here had banned all medical and elective students to the hospital for the week.. and because of this, i get to spend more time at home and only flew back to kuching on tuesday afternoon.. hehe.. kinda happy the h1N1 virus knows the right timing to attack.. yikes! me so bad la.. huhu..

But anyhow.. in Paeds rotation, we din have any bed side teaching in the hospital for the week.. instead, we have some sort of a workshop on neonatal resuscitation here at the faculty.. for those not good friends with medical terms.. it means a workshop on how to save a newborn baby incase anything goes wrong.. hehe.. my group was scheduled for the program on wednesday. and so, after coming back from KL. still tired and all.. straight to class the next morning.. oh dont even get me started on what happen the night before! haha.. ok, the whole hostel were attacked by bees.. -.-" lalala...

the workshop was fun.. a bit sleepy during the theory session.. zzzzzzz.. but its all fun during the practical part~ main2 ngan baby dolls.. hehe XD we were supposed to have an assesment the next day.. ceh.. buat takut je.. bukannye like real assesment with evaluation form pon.. =P anyhow.. fun is the right word for this program~

dah pandai.. ape lagi.. babies!! here i come to ur rescue okie~

nah gambar lagi..

we had to finish this whole book in 2 days!

The cutest lecturer u could ever imagine.. hehe..

The so called assesment..
tgh dengar Dr. kasi scenario nih.. focus2

aahh... sarah in action.. serius2.. XD

Camwhore time!! after dah habis~

Simple, but just nice~

2009-07-16T14:25:00.016+08:00

Seperti yg telah diwarwarkan dalam post2 seblom nih.. my dear sis.. kak yong.. got married last saturday..
busy busy busy i tell u!!!

entry kalini adalah entry bergambar.. coz sy x larat nak tulis.. hehe..
a picture is worth thousand words kan~~ so here it is.. XD

Date: 11th July 2009

Location: Surau an-Nur, Seksyen 1, Bandar Baru Bangi

activities: Akad Nikah and Majlis makan-makan

Wali: Luqman Salleh

Busiest person of the day: Mak!!! (Sampai gambar die pon susah nak cari)

King and Queen of the day:

Mohd Fareed Fahmy b. Yunin
and
Hajar bt. Mohd Salleh Sahimi

sweet~~

the newly weds.. cantikkan kak yong kite..
n my bro in law very cool tau! yela2.. handsome la jugak.. =P

me.. sending the bride to the surau

Before

During

After.. isk.. isk..
(^.^) ~

Aunty norlia, fareed, kak yong, mak!

makan~

me n kak yong

Luqman n hannah dearest..

hmm.. mane gambar mak niiii!!!!

zull and the gang.. beratur cam nak pg marching je... ntah pape~

zeti and the gang

my BFF!! Alia~

Cousins~

Dinie and Layla~
they turned out to have connections with the groom too! what a small world~

Cousins jugak.. yg berbaju merah tu still available okie..
siape berkenan silela bercontact dengan saye

Bell n casandra~ budak ni mmg nak kene culik!

disebabkan die bestfriend saye.. gambar die byk skit.. hehe.. =P

Zull kecoh lagi..

Thanks to all who came! n to those yg takde gambar kat sini.. huhu.. kite slalu lupe nak amik gambar la.. but u guyz will always be remembered ok!!

.............................................................................................................................

Since the groom's family only lives like 5 minutes away.. the ceremony for the other side was held the day after.. hehe..

Date: 12th July 2009

Location: Rumah Fareed, Seksyen 3, Bandar Baru Bangi

Rombongan perempuan: 10 kereta.. amik kau! hehe..

the newlyweds stayed over at our house the night before.. so all of us went together the next day

p.s.: gambar tak byk.. huhu.. org2 tak kasi lagi.. n me.. like always.. dont go around taking pictures.. pandan muke.. now regret plak.. tsk tsk tsk..
we'll just make do wutever yg i ade ok~

arrival..
seriusly.. it's less then 5 minutes from our house..
cam klakar kaannn... hehe

my stupid shaky hands.. nak amik gambbar diorang..
end up with this plak: luqman tersengih, n my jari yg berinai in front of the lense!

tadaaaa..

aunty norly, mami (aunty Mun), aunty sarah
org2 kuat ni.. ok, minus mami la.. hehehe...

sshh.. nnt kene dengar die bisisng plak

naa.. si han ni pon... ade food la dalam mulut!

yg sebelah tu che' alang kite.. die sgt kuat melatah.. yg panjang2 n lame2 punye style tu..like a pro~ hehe

awww.. the main table..
pak andak, luqman, fareed, kak yong, mak, mak andak

majlis ended around 4 but we went back earlier n left kak yong sensorang kat situ.. hahaha...
anyhow.. the wedding was the simplest anyone can imagine.. hehe..
but putting aside what other people say or give perception.. it's the wedding that we planned for.. at least i know this is what my arwah ayah would like.. simple.. but just nice for us.. it's very sad that he was not here with us during this very happy moment of our lives.. i'm sure he's very happy too..
ok, i'll stop here.. nnt basah plak lappy ni..

lastly.. of coz nak wish again...
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU
HAJAR N FAREED!!

all wedding stuff finish.. boleh la concentrate study... hehe..
i hope!

Asian Micheal Scofield

2009-07-09T14:57:00.010+08:00

Due to this super laziness phenomena that i'm suffering these past few days..
study is quite sadly out of the question.. huhu..
so what do i do? ----> read novel books and watch past seasons movies.. hehe

so last nite.. i have the call to watch back 'Ip Man'..

its a movie based on some 1930-1940's era when the world war 2 was kicking.. when it was the days of japanese-occupied china.
my close friends would know that i adore ancient movies of those time.. but actually i do like the 1960s more! but thats out of the topic here~ hihi... yeah yeah.. boring me.. =P but dont u think its classic? i just love the simpleness of everything, love their fashion, the old cars.. the way they talk.. regardless la weather it's based on the US, europe or the asian (china.. japs..) scenario.. :)

ok, back about Ip Man.. its a very cool china style kung fu master movie bout this hero of a small town.. i only managed to watch the first half of it last nite before my eyes screamed for sleep =P so i've just finished watching the other half just now.. eh, its not that the movie is boring.. no no.. crite sgt best! tp saye mmg akan tdo kalu tgk movie.. haih haih.. =P anyhow, the thing that i'd love to share is bout one of the character in the movie.. general miura.. who is awesomely handsome.. played by Hiroyuki Ikeuchi.. he's one of the cruel japs who loves to watch kung fu and forces chinese coolies to fight for rice! bad bad...
but anyhow.. he looks alot like the super hot micheal scofield from prison break!! dont u think??
so i would officially say that this guy will forever be my asian version of micheal scofield~~ XD *loves*

nah nah.. compare~

my luv.. micheal scofield~

my new luv.. Gen. Miura~

He looked like this in the film.. all rugged (^.^) sexy!

eh.. for those kung fu movie lovers who havent watch this film.. come2 watch.. i ade soft copy.. hihi.. promote ni~!

wahai buku..

2009-07-09T01:21:00.005+08:00

i should be studying right now...
really..
i should..
DAMN IT.. i NEED to be studying right now!!!

tapiiiiiiiiii...

hati.. berada di satu sudut di sana..
pemikiran.. asyik memikirkan pada yg di situ..
tumpuan.. tidak mampu dialihkan darinya...
cececehh.. amboi sarah~

oleh itu... wahai buku..
boleh tak kite postpone date ni?
esok ok.. or maybe, mingu depan ok! hihi..
i promise~ (>.<)
sayaaanngg u.. Mmuax!

My So Busy Busy Weekend!

2009-07-07T08:16:00.007+08:00

My mom decided to do a majlis tahlil the week before my dearest kak yong's wedding..
so me.. ~the good and yet so lovely daughter~ flew back to KL last Friday to join my family for majlis ni..
a little summary of my weekend..

Friday
such a hectic day.. the fully charged battery after a loooooooong (mind the word long coz blv me.. it WAS super long.. hehe) night sleep got used up to 70% by noon.. hehe.. the entry previous to this would've explain it..
to cut the story short.. semangat nak balik malam tu.. flight pukul brape? tak tahu.. dah petang baru nak check.. ish ish.. n my flight which was supposed to take off at 8.50 got DELAYED till 10.20pm!! and me choosing the wrong timing to be the skema one.. already checked in and went to wait at the terminal by 7.30.. tu la slalu sgt lambat2.. ni la balasannye.. isk isk.. n to what reason they try to explain for the delay? i couldnt care less.. its just the typical malaysian doing their pethetic job.. so.. yeah.. wutever~ tapi kesian sarah... coz she was soo hungry n cold n bored to death coz she was alone with no money in her purse (habis buat beli ikan terubuk satu kotak, udang kering 2 kilo.. haha), and they dont have ATM machine inside the terminal.. or do they? erk.. i dont know.. din go n check coz i din want to drag the 5 kilo hand lugage around! so on the plane.. i was flat out.. maybe ade tersengguk2 skit.. or banyak.. i dont know.. hehe XD got home by 1.30 am and straight to the kitchen coz they have durians!! oohh.. saya sgt suke durian oookkk...

Saturday
even though still penat n mengantuk.. but i figure its not worth it to wake up late at home when u only have two mornings to cherish.. so me.. again, the good daughter that i am.. woke up early.. and helped out in the kitchen.. oh.. Che' De (my moms sister) was staying with us to help up for the tahlil.. though the catering was sponsored by our neighbours.. aunty norly n aunty sarah (yes.. we have the same name! n i love her so much coz she's nearly like a relative to us!).. we still prepared foods like beehoon goreng n kuih muih n deserts.. tapi, dugaan.. half way preparing, air tak de pulak.. n i always wonder.. y la air slalu takde when i happened to be at home.. mak cakap usually takde problem pon.. hehe.. the water doesnt like me =Pafter 2 - 3 hours.. the water was back.. alhamdulillah.. the ceremony ws supposed to start after asar.. pak ude arrived at late morning and helped out clearing the furniture to make space for the guests at the living roon n surau. the bride to be was off to a 'spa' treatment.. hehehe.. suke la tu.. =P towards noon.. i was busy driving around fetching things here n there n buying things here n there.. when the rest of my oh so kepoh family members came (mostly che' de's family.. sampai cucu2 sume pon skali).. we were busy doing 'berkat' in the kitchen area.. so what is berkat u ask? its the stuff that u give away during weddings.. the usual stuff would be telur rebus.. or sweets for the kids.. or towel la n macam2 lagi.. but mak wanted to have sumthing different for a change.. shhh.. its a secret.. but nothing extravaganza la.. kami sgt sederhana.. :) kalau nak tahu.. datang la next week for the wedding.. XD anyhow.. it was fun gathering around with sanak saudara n doing stuff together.. bisingnye toksah cakap la~ hihi..
So the guests came (neighbours around my housing area.. orang2 surau lah!) and the ceremony started after asar.. the gentlemen would be in the surau and the ladies would be around the living room and the center area.. me.. tak dapat join tahlil coz it was the time of the month where we girls rest in pain.. but anyhow.. i finally get to clean myself up and change to a more propper attire.. :) majlis tamat.. time for makan2.. the caterer serves mee kari yg sangat sedap~! after makan2.. time for gossip2 pulak.. with the makciks.. n after gossip.. time for family meeting for the big wedding next week.. involving my Pak Andak.. Pak andak is my paternal uncle.. dia seorang yg sgt semangat! hehe.. i love him so much.. the only father figure i have left.. so they discussed n discussed till its nearly maghrib while the rest clear up the dishes.. whoaa.. wut a day..

oh to add for the adrenaline rush.. the other side of my life.. which is in kuching.. gave me a surprising news of a FLOOD in the faculty.. again!!!! yes.. BANJIR lagi skali.. its not so surprising if it was the rainy seasons.. but the news came in as a shock coz the rest of the week was soo hot with the sun happily dancing around everyday!! n to our luck.. the university provides us with super lame draining system.. like what my senior Sitie says.. we're in UNISUCK.. haih2.. so my dear princess got drowned again.. luckily Qish still have my spare keys and gave them to my friends to save princess.. my prince charming.. RUBEN DEAREST.. bersabung nyawa through the heavy rain and rising flood to save her.. huhu.. nnt i blanja makan k ruben.. n also albendazole.. dont want my prince charming to have worms runing around in the intestines.. hihi.. XD anyhow.. saya mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua yg terlibat secara langsung dan tidak langsung dalam kes ini ok.. sayang korang lah! can read through my sisters blog HERE n HERE bout the flood..

that night.. penat.. so i slept like a baby but hating the fact that i have to go back to kuching the nx day.. isk.. isk..

Sunday
Che' De and Pak ude still stayed over from the previous night.. still bz clearing things up from the previous day.. after that.. we continued doing the berkat thing.. penat la buat bende tu! but still it was fun~ hihi..
and finally.. mak cakap "hantar kak ngah pukul 1 la" isk.. isk.. so i got ready n we went sometime around after 1 coz blv it or not.. at least 3 different groups of people came that morning to visit..

makcik ton - bagi nasi lemak yang sedap..
kawan mak from UK dulu.. melawat coz nnt x dapat datang wedding..
aunty norly n aunty sarah.. datang for another meeting bout the wedding..

sampai kat airport.. checked in n waited at the terminal gate 8.. it wasnt too early and it wasnt too late.. but guest wut.. the stupid flight got delayed again.. tapi nasib baik not for hours.. only for like 10 mins kot.. but still.. such good jobs la these people doing (mind the sarcastism ok) and to add for the miseribleness (is that a word? hihi.. =P) i din bring my phone charger.. and the phone died in the time of vein! so on reaching kuching.. i need to use a public phone.. i repeat.. A PUBLIC PHONE!! to call mel to fetch me.. hehe.. fuh.. nasib baik still tau cara nak guna (=P saje nak add drama tu~)
got back to the faculty.. got a look at the flood aftermath.. sad sad.. got a look at princess.. she was soaked and bau kepam!! kesian sangat.. n she was a little crazy plak.. din want to listen when i locked her.. she wants to unlock herself back.. mengade kan.. pastu nak bunyi alarm n pastu berhenti sendiri.. manic phase kot.. hehe.. takpe.. u'r still my one and only princess~ muaxx!

see.. hectic weekend kan~~ busy busy.. drama drama..
well.. i kan drama queen..
but all in all.. i'm very happy to meet my family.. especially kak yong n hannah.. :)

okiedokie.. the drama queen needs to sign off for now to get ready for class and get some breakast~
toodles peeps~~

Me Weight~

2009-07-03T17:30:00.006+08:00

Time : around 10.30am

Date : 3rd July 2009 (Friday)

Location : Jinki - photostate shop opposite to faculty

Sandya : Sara.. did u gain weight??

Sarah : I DID???!!!!!!! (in super excited tone~) WHERE??????

Sandya : yeah.. like, in general (nodding nodding)

without a tear or a sound, or even the facial expression, the author cries..its the cry of happiness~

hehe.. the drama queen me~

Kak Yong n Hannah dah balik..
I havent seen them for nearly a year now..
n Me going home tonite!!
cant wait to see my siblings and mom~
rindu~~~~!!